so see i'm still missing my late mom!!!like freaking alot!!just went to her grave last friday!!!oh gosh i'm missing her!!!and yupp i guess i wont be the only one missing a mom!!azfar mom pass away recently too!!gosh!!!so many people leaving us this year!!!but still life have to go on!!!

okay i'm like in a deep shit!!like for real!!idk wat to do!!!searching for a solution but so far havent find it!!!hmm!!

and i cant stand seating at home!!!i need to go out!!and yar!!i need a job!!!still a ong way to national slavery!!!hahas!!and it sucks!!so my life now is all for dance,band and lepak!!!and i'm missing zakky,fakky,wanny,jah,naddy,cinnamon meltz!!and all!!!i wanna lepak again!!!when zakk got car again!!!we saw trannies!!hahahas!!!but in all it was a great experience!!!

and lately i am a little clumsy!!!first i fell and sprain my ankle!!!then 4 days

talking about car..me,zakky and naddy met with accident!!!at johore!!!!it was a shock of our life!!and we have to take bus home from johore!!!it was scary!!plus after!!!i fell and hurt my knee!!gosh wat else after this my head!!hand!!and wat???haish!!oh yar hand!!!yes!!my wrist!!it hurts!!!

thats all

loves suffy!!

the melody of the band;
12:56 PM

i have tolerate it for so long and i just cant stand it anymore!!!

okay your are my grandmother but it doesnt i have to do everything you ask me to!!its like you are making use of me!aku dah tak leh angkat!!

i've been trying to be a very good grandson eversince my mom pass away!!but i feel like u are making use of me!!!just like how u did to my mom!!and now i really noe how mummy feels!!!i too will be danm tired and sick of you!!you wanna act like one queen and treat us like a damn slave!!ian go to sheng shiong,ian go to kedai mama,ian go kedai,ian go buy makan!!!like every single day!!and if you think u give me my allowence,pls lah that is my dads money!!!every single day must go market!!and its pissing me off!!!

i dun see the purpose of going to the market everyday!!and they way u ask me to so kurang ajar!!!call yourself an orang tue but you are so biadap!!you want me to go wait till i wake up arh!!not by constant nudging!!bingit!!oh gosh!!wait till i have a stable job and start ns!!i think my life will be much more easier!!!not seeing you most of the days!!and also not seeing all the irritating people at home!!!yes everyone!!!

MY FAMILY IS A FUCK UP FAMILY!!WHO ONLY THINK ABOUT THEMSELVES AND NOT OTHERS!!!AND THEY REALLY SUCK COZ THEY ACT LIKE THEY ARE ALL GOOD PEOPLE BUT THE TRUTH ARE THEY ARE ALL DECIVING BITCHES WITH A HEAD OF A PIG AND THEY DUN REALLY CARE HOW YOU FEEL,AS LONG AS THEY FEEL GOOD!!SO I REALLY WANT ALL OF YOU TO FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!!!COZ HAVING YOU ALL AROUND IS JUST A FUCKING CHORE FOR ME!!

the melody of the band;
10:20 AM

GOSH!!!i have not been sleeping enough!!

every night after dance,i will be very hyper!!so i cant sleep at night!!when finally i get to sleep arh 6++in the morning!!my grandma will wake me up at around 9++ to help her cook!!!WTF!!i mean i need my effing sleep!!so tired nowadays!!and its killing me!!

have yet to find a job to keep me away from home,and it really sucks!!and i hate people trying to be like my mom!!in a bad way asking me to do everything!!

WELL YOU ALL ARE NOT MY MOM!!STOP BOSSING ME AROUND!!!COZ I'LL ONLY DO WAT MY MOM ASK TO DO SINCERELY!!BUT I'LL DO WAT YOU PEOPLE WANT ME TO DO WITHOUT ANY SINCERE THOUGHT!!OMG!!!

so today i have dance,and so gonna enjoy myself and forget about the painful mess at home!!URGH!!

And and i miss FarahL,indra,sue,izzat,joe and many more peeps from ite!!gosh!!

okay got to get going!!getting ready for dance!!haha!!

the melody of the band;
2:06 PM

meet the new korean hotsuff!!

isnt he a pretty one!!

So here it goes!!now i'm gonna update my blod regularly after so long of not blogging!!

actually wanted to chnage skin and tagboared but to lazy!!hahas

many things happen last few months!!

~my mom pass away!!gosh still coping!!

~X-qusite was form!!

~grad from ite!!

~didnt make it to poly!!

~waiting for ns!!

~BOWEN MILITARY BAND GOT GWH FOR SYF 2010!!!

so somethings to share!!

i really miss my scmates,schoolmates,classmates!!gosh it is killing me!!

Need to find job real soon!!surviving on $200 per month!!

plus my back hurt to the max!!farahL says overdance!!which i think so!!

i wanna get my bike lisence once i have money!!*dream on!!

the melody of the band;
11:29 AM

Hah a great 3 days of chalet!!!and i really enjoy it!!!

First day:
IT was the DND,though not many turn up like wat i expect but it turn out well!!!had fun performing with rembuction and also the coc dance member!!!hahas since when coc got dance also i dunno!!!hahas...the food was great!!!the performance was superb!!!sue and hussien was superb too!!!

had fun at nite with sc mates playing uno!!!hahas till late!!!then talk about life...so cool!!!me and dhurgaes and me slept the latest!!!hahas..couldnt sleep and bored!!!and INDRA wake up in the middle of the nite looking for food!!!haha...Funny seh!!!not forgetting how scary it is when haridz woke up in the middle of the nite to pee!!!hahas!!he looks possesed..haha..end of day 1!!!

Second day:
BBQ day!!!woke up late!!!and bla3 then go swimming!!!fun!!!wait for food and stuff and start bbqing!!!hahas!!!but the charcoal sucks so bought new charcoal!!!then it start!!!hahasnice food and chatting!!!hehehe...played turth or dare!!And it rocks!!!hahas..IMRAN KISS ME ON THE CHEEK!!!!HAHAHAS..NOT TO FORGET DERRICK TOO!!!hahas..hahas..SATU2 PERANGAI GEMOK!!!

Third day:
woke up early!!!food prepareed by angel and mama hs!!!hahas!!nice!!!waited for everyone then go swimming!!!hahas!!!then went back to chalet to eat!!!abg koyak came with my prosperity burger!!!!nice!!!bathe...straighten my hair and pack up to go hm!!!hahas..waited for shuttle bus and off to home!!!

the melody of the band;
4:46 PM

So jan intake orientation was really sucky!!!i got no duty!!!though i had fun with farhan bitching and slutting!!!hahas!!!i like hot guys!!!hahas

after that got meeting!!!ezy trash everythibg out!!!i find it good!!!GO EZY!!!

had dinner with farahd aka my darling,ind,dayaah,mama,saiful and haridz!!!hahas...off to home!!!

today had sch!!!till 5!!!went to RP for dance pract!!!and walk ard causeway pt!!!with rihin,amm and farahd!!!eat ljs!!!bitch ard!!!melatah ard!!!saw frigging hot guys!!!urgh!!!...

klah i wanna sleep!!!sch tmr!!!

the melody of the band;
11:06 PM

After so long and like finally i'm updating my blog!!!sch starts tmr and i will have to skip sch coz i got medical check up!!!and miss some part of the orientation!!!this year the orientation is totally different!!!hahas!!!herman is in charge!!!so must over the top and vavava voom!!!hahas

this hols is the most fun hols i ever had!!!spent most of my time with zakky,wanny and fakky!!!sleep over at zakky place!!!it was cool!!!i love you all!!!zakky,wanny and fakky!!!i also went to the sundown festival!!!i saw T-max,ft island,mario,lee ji su,brown eyed girls....the were so orgaisming!!!!i love korean!!!!not to forget the bbq session at pasir ris with c.o.c and the horrifying event at downtown east toilet!!!URGH!!!but most of all!!!i get to spent my time with BOWEN MILITARY BAND!!!we went to kl for a band comp!!!KLWMBC 09!!!up against extremely good bands!!!and got a SILVER with 1.1 points away for gold!!!the best thing is!!!i was in the fromation!!!its like a dream come true!!!:)

not to forget the dance practice with rembuction!!!it was superb!!!hahas...met new cool people and it was fun!!!haha!!!so that is all i have for today!!!school starting!!!more updating!!!hahas~stay tune for upcoming updates!!!:)

the melody of the band;
11:23 PM