Hey there!!So the excos had a raya outing last monday and hell we had fun!!Cam whoring and posing everywhere!!Two cars!!Bas and Esah drove!!!went to izzat,sue,esah,ak,saiful,doda,bas,mine,jo hs...had fun!!!

OMG saiful cats are so cute!!!there is 1 that is super big!!!and two pursian cat!!!1 of it is sufi!!hahas...so cute!!!there is this part when the cat run out!!and both doda and ind scream!!!hahas super funny!!!ind even jump up the chair!!!hahas

Cut it short!!!we had karaoke session at bas house!!and poor bas have to send us back so i accompanied to bukit batok then bukit panjang!!then he send me!!!bas is super cute when he is sleepy!!!hahas:)

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11:35 PM

Friday was alot of fun!!!went for dance lesson!!!3 in a row!!!
so i went to sch with legging and short!!!with t-shirt!!!
coz janet class need to strecth!!!and if i wear short!!!it's uncomfortable...
people look at me like some kinda freak but idc!!!
FISH YOU PEOPLE...

met pam in the bus and off to sch!!
when i reach sch!!!
EMY was like saying wats wrong with me???
fish him lah!!!

hip hop was fun!!!
so was janet class!!!
and arvin class was extremely superb!!!i catch up so fast!!!
Proud of maself!!!

went home and sleep!!!after dance!!!
woke up ard 7 to go jalan rayer!!!
haahaa...1 hs oni!!!but okay lah!!!

that all!!!
i sayang u tau!!!

~sufizan~

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11:47 PM

Had a gd and nice chat with tikhun...

he is so supportive and fun!!!

misses those sec sch day with him!!!

thanks tikhun....

hey!!!i had a blast on wednesday!!!:)
oh yar i saw predip and hug him!!!
MISSES HIM TO THE CORE!!!





So thursday was hell lots of fun!!!Meet up with the excos and and had meeting!!!and off to vivo and slack!!!we played para2 and pool!!fun!!!slack at buger king and have fun!!!


Okay lets see!!
I really wanna quit gv!!!
Imagine requesting for 5 days of work but only get a day!!!aRh
4 bad things happen to me!!

1st is the stupid schedule!!!
2nd my phone spoil...did recieve any msg or call for hrs!!!but the suddenly got the calleralert!!
abish kene marah!!!
3rd my mp3 give up on me!!!!
4th Lizard fell on me!!!EWW



so tmr i'm having dance!!!3 lesson in a day!!!
1st hip hop
2nd janet class(jazz)
3rd bollywood!!!
so need to wake up early and go to sch!!!arh!!!
check!!!rayer collection $201
still not enuf!!!pay this month...$150!!!
still not enuf!!!cant survive!!!haha!!!

okay i'm sorry!!!
not intentionally!!!
hp rosak kan!!!
dun merajuk okay???

LOVES

~sufizan~

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1:01 AM

Okay!!Anyway reality check i'm 19 already!!!Which means i'm gonna get lesser collection money damn it!!!and next year i'll be 20!!!!The big 20!!!tsk!!!!i'm so gonna have to find better job!!!with more pay...aiya!!!COLLECTION CHECK LESS THE $200!!!Hating getting older rite now!!!!:)

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12:40 AM

SLACKING AT NANA HOUSE LAST YEAR!!!HMM MEMORIES!!!

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12:55 PM

OKAY!!!Lets see wat did i do!!!yar...i didnt go for sembahyang coz!!!uzur!!!lols no lah i slept late and just couldnt wake up!!!alah miss the pahale again...Anyway the first guest came at ard 10...and by then all the stuff have been prepared...yay!!!and so i go bath and wear my old clothes coz we will be leavin at ard 2....mean time we do the regular things seek forgiveness and stuff...then i help my kakak with her hair!!!damn!!!blow dryin her hair!!!after that help her with make-up!!!HAHAS loike...she is like so clueless...superly sleng!!!hahas

then get ready and off t jurong to visit my father side....it was sad coz there were no grandfather..instead of seeking forgiveness from 2 person it was 1!!!but still life have to go on!!!!after that of to my late great grandma hs!!!again another weird thing coz she isnt there anymore!!!hmm...and yar i miss my mr hotstuff!!!shit!!!Aunty shida and fam came...but luckily we reach on time to see mr hotstuff!!!he is super tall and extreamly cute!!!btw he is gointo ns soon!!!guess he will be abang body soon!!!i loike!!!(smiling)!!!

CHECK COLLECTION IS ONLY $150 now!!!!hmmm

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12:24 AM

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

TO ALL MY MUSLIM FRIENDS,MY FAMILY AND EVERYONE WHO KNOWS ME!!!

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2:01 PM

Okay so i went to work today and it was so fun!!!

Eventhough i only got 2 days out of my 5 days request but still should be lucky to get a day!!hahas..And yar there were this 2 new guy!!!zul and islam!!!and i have o say islam is superbly cute!!!hahas...and zul was okay lah!!!we breakfast together!!!and yar the hand made noodle was nice!!!And man always the same always disturb me....

had alot of free time today!!!over-staffing??well tmr i'll be on overtime!!finish at 3++hahas...and saturday i'll have to help in the kitchen to prepare food for rayer!!!hmm...Yar this rayer will be a little boring so i decide to work more to have more money for my superb nike air shoe!!!orange colour!!!:)

Okay feeling sleepy...of to bed now!!:)

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11:36 PM

Okay!!so it like a few more days to rayer and the mood is still not there yet..slept late ystd and sleep till 5 today!!!wake up and have to wash the chicken...hahas

Today's menu is chicken rice!!okaylah not bad!!hmm then have to dry fry the grated coconut after breakfast!!!it takes hrs to finish frying!!!hahas

well i'm working tomorrow and not sure i can make it to the exco interview!!!but well!!!hahas
damn shagg and wanna sleep early today that is abt all!!!:)

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11:21 PM

So i just did a dopest thing just now!! my sister and i were totally bored and we decided on what to wear for rayer and this idea of me using the normal top and a legging for rayer appear and so i try it on and omg i look superb in it..it gives me a tot of really using it for rayer!!!but well since my family dont noe tht i'm gay!!!i guess i will have to pass on it..hmm

Its hard living a double life coz i have to be a great pretender to actually live my current life..See my family are those conservative family..they dun allow other gender fren in the room unless they noe them already,they dun allow clubbing,dun allow so many different kinda shit!!!like they dun fancy me dancing the way i usually do..those feminine moves!!!but the truth is i'm gay!!!Outside,i dun really care wat people think of me!!!i lead my life alone...i couldnt be bothered by all the negative comment!!!thank god i have plenty of frenz who understand me and accept me!!!they noe who they are...its not like i did not try to be straight but i just cant!!!why do i have to pretend o like girls i i really dun have any feeling for them???

though i'm gay i have never even bee able to show people who i am...i really envy the voguelicious coz they dare to show people who they are...like wear all the pretty clothes,shoes,make up...they are such a doll!!!i really wish to go out and wear those legging!!!hot pants!!!beautiful shoes!!!nut i'm just not that daring to use and beside that i'll get whack by my parents!!!GOSH its so hard being me!!!

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11:50 PM

So check this out.. went out to geylang with zakk,fakky,nana,shilla,jajo and hanafi..It has been a long time since we met and so it was fun catching up with each other..And yar hanafi advice me to declare gay for ns as he says that it will be better for me..not quiet sure but i'll consider..

Had fun with them...lepak at hp for a while..sadly ahmad couldnt join us...but still enjoy myself..

And yar i am somewhat confuse!! Is there such thing as bisexual???

okay lets see..We are often given 2 for choice.Its either this or that..
eg
1.black or white
2.silver or gold
3.yes or no
4.left or right
5.up or down

so i guess you people get what i'm trying to say!!!
What is the possibility of someone liking both gender..
you can only be straight or gay(liking same gender)
Are people really confuse??like seriously you will either like a gurl or a guy!!!
You cant have both..
Come on made up ur mind on which gender you want to have sex with???
this is not like hannah montana-you get the best of both world!!!URGH

SO ALL YOU CONFUSE PEOPLE MADE UP UR MIND!!!!

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12:50 AM

Hey people friday was a wonderful day!!!i had dance lesson with janet in the afternoon..we learnt jazz movement...cool...before that it was ard 1hr of stretching...and my body is in deep pain..let see after that was chapter meeting...i chair it with saiful and hopefully every one understood me...coz i'm a little shagg that day...due to the previous nite didnt sleep at all...

after chapter was zoom ramadhan...me partner up with doda as game master...it was superbly hilarious...and me and doda cam-whore..hahas..Met a lot of familiar people...There was farhana(shilla fren),there was ayul,aidil and smurf...also danny....old fren...hehe..

had alot of fun poking saiful during the waiting period of breakfast and in the train.....hahas..

thats all...

And yar to people involve,monday 14 sept at 5 pm at hp...:)

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1:28 AM

Well it seem like i have been ages since i post anything! Simple, it is just because i have been studying for my exams days nights! And finally it done!! YAYNESS! i find the papers manageable. I just hope i did well to boost my freaking GPA..

Yesterday was alot of fun going to geylang with Bas,B.P,Shy,Ind and Durgaes. Seriously its my first time going to the bazaar since its open..HAHAS..There ss nothing much i should say about the bazaar.When surveying for ZOOM RAMADHAN.. And i should warn everyone!!! BAS IS A CRAZY DRIVER...SUPER SCARY!!!!hahas

So just after breakfast!! i suddenly have this problems breathing..i guess it was because of jogging!!!hmm...Still having it so tired sia...Solution if tmr I'm okay I'll go for dance,chapter and ZOOM....but if not...NO DANCE and CHAPTER...

AND YAR!!! GOODBYE LOVELY HAIR...GONNA HAVE HAIRCUT SOON...:)

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12:10 AM