okay here is my post today!!!went for band and was really proud of the band!!!and love the cg!!!!and this all about band....actually rite i'm a little worried and excited!!!!hahas exam results is tmr and i'm so scared of the outcome!!!!shitlah!!!sufian you are gonna "PASS"...like seriously,I'm so not confident of my result!!!!arh....how????haish...see now no mood to post already!!!!haish....well...looking forward for Thursday!!!!like i'm going for interview at sentosa and hopefully i get the job!!!i need money seh!!!like i need new phone as the my current phone is spoil!!!!like shit....msges and call couldn't get through!!!!irritating sia!!!!i need new shoes!!!!new shirt as all my shirt are worn out!!!like can tear any moment!!!haish!!!why is money so impt!!!!haish!!!really hate it!!!okay!!!all the best to BOWEN MILITARY BAND for syf 09!!!i believe you guys have practice hard and non stop!!!you guys can do it!!!:)quote:i can't take it any longer,thought that i was stronger!!!!it takes no time to fall in love,but i takes years to know what love is!!!confession:i think i still like you!!!but i think you wont accept me!!!
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11:17 PM
well Monday was a very disappointing day!!!though i had fun yesterday,this particular being on earth never seem to fail criticising other...you two face ugly bastard!!!!who the hell you think you are...fuck you lah cibai!!!!nabey!!!wat u think u have the authority you can do that to us!!!!you will see....we will keep on living and spreading our influence to them....you would never get rid of us easily!!!!you think by using the brain wash tactics of yours you can get it of us!!!!never u bastard....
and yar!!!we know the real you okay!!!we have fall for it once,but rest assured we wont fall for it again!!!!we thought by giving another chance you will change!!!but it seem that you wont!!!well we wont give up either!!!!we were from there and we will still support them....and that exclude you bastard!!!!!!!arh cibai guy!!!!
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12:05 PM
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1:17 AM
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1:17 AM
SAT NEWS!!WENT FOR BAND!!!AND I HAVE TO SAY THAT THEY REALLY IMPROVE!!!LIKE FOR REAL...BUT DUN GET MY HOPE SO HIGH..HAHAS..AFTER BAND WENT TO HP FOR LUNCH...BUT THEN ACCOMPANY NANA AND FAMILY GROCERY SHOPPING!!!HAHAS...THEN OFF TO KFC FOR LUNCH...YAY!!!3PCS CHICKEN MEAL!!!I LOIKE!!!THEN ME,FAKKY,WANNY AND SITTY(HASANAH NEW NAME)LOLS...DECIDED TO GO TO ECP TO ROLLER BLADE!!!!IT WAS FUN...BUT BEFORE THAT WENT TO SITTY HS TO SLACK FIRST!!!HAHAS...FUN...I SLEPT FOR A WHILE..HEHE...THEN OFF TO ECP...MEET JOLEEN AT THE BUSSTOP NEAR ECP THE WENT STRAIGHT TO THE SKATE SHOP!!!HAHAS!!!WE HAD FUN FALLING,LAUGHING,LISTENING TO MUSIC AND MAKING A FOOL OF OURSELVES...THEN SITTY WENT TO SEE STARS!!!HOHO!!THEN JOLEEN NEED TO GO BACK HOME!!!FUN!!!WE WENT TO AL MADINAH TO EAT OUR LATE DINNER THE OFF TO SITTY HM TO TAKE FAKKY LAPPY!!!!THEN FAKKY AND ME WALK TO 159 BUSSTOP NEAR MY HS AND TATA...ALL IN ALL I HAD A GREAT DAY WITH THEM...
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12:44 AM
RANDOM ALERT!!!
OKAY ITS 3.28AM IN THE MORNING AND I'M STILL AWAKE!!!HAHAS...I JUST COULDN'T SLEEP!!!HAISH...I WANT TO GO CLUBBING!!!ANYONE CAN BRING ME???HAISH!!!I AM FEELING THE ITCH TO DANCE AND ITS IS GETTING WORSE!!!PLS ANYONE BRING ME CLUBBING!!!!ARH!!!BTW MY STUPID DIARRHEA IS GONE THANKS GOT AND I AM STILL FEELING GUILTY TOWARDS AHMAD!!!HAISH!!!
I THINK I NEED TO FIND A NEW BF!!!HAHAS!!!CAN GO OUT!!!CAN LEPAK!!!CLUBBING!!!AND ALL...I WANT TO TRY CLUBBING AT PLAY AGAIN!!!CONSPERM COOL!!!HOT AND SEXY GUYS!!!FAVOURITE!!!MAYBE BRING FAKKY ALONG!!!HAHAHAS!!!!COOL IDEA!!!HAHAHS..AND MY STUPID SWOLLEN FINGER IS NOT REDUCING!!!1 WEEK ALREADY SEH!!!NABEY!!!!SHIT MAN!!!HAHAS AND HAILAH TAGGED ME...HAPPY SEH SUFFY!!!LOLS....
SUFFY WANNA BE KURUS LAH SEH BUT CANNOT!!!WHY EH???HMM...EAT ALOT KER???OR SLEEP ALOT!!!HAHAS...WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING???SUFFY MISSES ANDRA!!!OMG HOLIDAYS SUCKS TO THE MAX!!!YOU THINK YOU GET A BREAK FROM SCH ITS WORTH IT???NO ITS NOT....YOU ARE BORED AT HOME AND YOU ARE NOT WORKING AND YOU ARE BROKE!!!CANNOT SHOPPING,GO OUT TO HANG AROUND COZ NO MONEY!!!HAISH...
AND JUST NOW WENT TO FAREAST PLAZA AND I AM SO FREAKING ATTRACTED TO THIS SHOE $79!!!SO NICE!!!BUT NO MONEY SHORT OF $5 HAISH!!!I WISH I HAVE A SUGAR DADDY TO SUPPORT ME!!!HAHASI NEED A JOB LAH SEH!!!ANYONE CAN INTRO ME TO JOBS???NOT F&B LINE PLS....SO SICK OF IT!!!HAHAHS
OMG!!! SUFFY LOOK AT SUFFY OLD PICTURES AND REALISE THAT SUFFY SKIN IS GETTING WORSE!!!PIMPLE!!!ARH!!!SUFFY GETTING FATTER THEN BEFORE!!!SUFFY DUN LIKE!!!SUFFY DUN WANT!!!MY DREAMS!!!!
I WANT TO SLIM DOWN!!!!
I WANT INVEST IN MY PASSION OF DANCING!!!!
I WANT TO BE RICH!!!!
I WANT A JOB!!!
AND I WANT BF!!!
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3:26 AM
I HAD STOMACH ACHE TODAY!!!!NO DIARRHEA!!!!CIBAI!!!WENT OUT WIF NANA AND FAKKY!!!WALK2 AT PS THEN TO LUCKY PLAZA FOR PIZZA HUT LUNCH/DINNER!!!!THEN I ALL START!!!HAD TO CANCEL OUTING WITH AHMAD!!!HAISH...SUFIAN IS A PAI TAUER!!!HAISH!!!SORRY AHMAD!!!I WILL MAKE IT UP TO U 1 DAY!!!HMM...TATS ALL LAH...MY ASSHOLE IS LIKE EXPANDED AND ITS SO PAINFUL...IT FEELS LIKE I JUS KENA ANAL FUCK SIA!!!:)
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12:54 AM
THURSDAY NEWS!!AFTER CAMP,WENT HOME TO REST AND WENT OUT WITH WITH FAKKY AND WANNY TO AMK HUB!!!HAHAS TO WATCH MOVIE!!!COMING SOON!!!WE SMUGGLED FOOD INTO THE THEATER HAHAS BOUGHT FROM NTUC!!!!LOLS CHEAPO!!!ANYWAY THS MOVIE IS SO FREAKING SCARY,I CAN EVEN GLUE MY BUT TO THE SEAT!!!I KEEP JUMPING,SCREAMING AND ALOT MORE HAHAS!!!THEN WENT TO CHILL AT AMK MRT STATION!!!LOLS TO FINISH UP OUR DRINK AND FOOD!!!SERIOUSLY THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I DIDNT FINISH ANY FOOD OR DRINKS WATCHING MOVIE!!!NICE MOVIE GO CATCH IT!!!!
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12:48 AM
I know i have not been updating my blog.haha.i was partially lazy and plus i went for camp!!Lets talk about camp!!!Day 1!!woke up early and get ready for camp!!seriously i dont want to go,however that feeling change when the first come..i was so excited...haha..and so was send by my dad to bukit batok mrt station.then was early and so waited for doda and izzat...after all have reached we head to mac...there we chat and have fun...soon went of to bukit batok ite...reach there late but there were still plenty late comers as the mrt was held up....hahasBriefing start and bla bla bla...so disorganise!!!hahas...separated into groups and off to camp!!!there was brief again and introduced to gavin our traner!!!he is so cute!!!hahas...then had our outdoor cooking!!!yay!!!we quickly delegated our roles and the food turn out well...gavin says its the nicest!!!yay!!!!then after that we had talk by aunty jo and mr chin on empowering others...then off to initiative games...i was the observer???hahas mainly i have to observe my team member build the bulldozer out of lego set....i was fun,funny,stressful and irritating...no one actually finish the challenge!!!lols...hahas...then my team decided to build transformers...hahas i was cool...me,sue,hailah and de...hahahs...played transformer...ish!!!it was fun...oh yar had to do our flag,team name and group objective!!!it was cool and our group is SHABOOYAA!!!the food for dinner was nice!!!2nd DayROPE OBSTACLESwoke up early to bathe!!!then head down to carpark for morning stretches!!!then off for breakfast...it was fried rice!!!hmm didnt eat much as i was not hungry!!!!then off to rope obstacles!!!haha!!!was freaking scared seh...but still i manage to conquer my fear of height!!!gavin went up with me!!!haish!!!at the top i was shivering like hell...in order to calm myself down,i think of flying butterfly...and it works!!!gavin leave it all to me...so i plan every thing out!!!though i didnt manage to grab the bar!!!i did jump and i am proud of myself!!!thanks to adi,sharil,tiff,shoba,lawrence and gavin for the encouragement!!!!hahas....TOPOGRAPHYit went well!!!though we skip the obstacle but we manage to finish it very quickly!!!yeah!!!and so we went back to overcome the obstacle!!!!hahas....then had lunch and of to kayaking!!!KAYAKINGit was so stressful...its difficult to kayak seh!!!but then we get the hang of it!!!!was circling around the kelong when we smell rain approaching!!!!then we rush back to shore!!!but my kayak was drifting away and it was so frustrating!!!!but then we manage to overcome it!!!while waiting for the rain to stop we discuss about our campfire performance!!!and then we play name game!!!suggested by shilah!!!cool...it really bond our group sia..!!!CAMPFIRE!!!!learnt lots of new claps like mocca macho clap!!!bapok clap!!!etc...was sabo by shaabooyaa to do the sexy i feel so good!!!haish...and get the where got clap!!!hahas...fun...3rd Dayits clean up and stuff....after cleaning up!!!we played the game again!!!it fun...i wont trade anything for this experience!!!SHABOOYAA ROCKS!!!!i cant believe i tahan not shitting for 3 days!!!and so after the camp went home with new found frens shilah,lawrence,sharil,adi and abg long!!!hahasI MISS SHABOOYAA!!!!I MISS FAIDHI,DANI,FAZUL,ADI,MUS AKA DE,SHILAH,SUHAILAH,SUE,MAHA,SHOBA,TIFF,LAWRENCE,SHARIL AND GAVIN ALREADY!!!!HMMM
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12:02 AM
TODAY WAS A VERY FUN,SUPERB AND FANTASTIC DAY!!!WOKE UP EARLY TO MAKE MY WAY TO IMM FOR BREAKFAST COMES LUNCH AT SECRET RECIPE....HAHAS....IT WAS NICE!!!ESPRIT CARBONATED DRINK(RASPBERRY)!!!FISH AND CHIPS!!!!CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE CAKE!!!BANANA SPLIT!!!WOOHOOO!!!ALL THAT PLUS I WENT SHOPPING FOR SHOE BAG,PERFUME,SOCK,AND GATSBY FACIAL CLENSER!!!!THEN STRAIGHT TO BOWEN SEC TO MEET MY DEAR COLOUR GUARDS!!!ARH!!!!I MISS THEM SEH!!!!WELL....ZEE WAS THE FIRST TO RUN TO ME ANG HUG ME!!!ARH...THEN WAS YANTI!!!THEN IT WAS AISYAH!!!HMM...MISS THEM LAH...THEN LEARNT SOME NEW STEPS!!!IT WAS COOL!!!HAD A CATCH UP SESSION WITH HUI PING!!!!HMMM...THEN WENT HOME TO CHANGE COZ GOING TOWN WITH FAKKY AND WANNY!!!AFTER THAT WENT TO MEET FAKKY AT BUSSTOP THEN MEET JAH AND LIMIN AT HP...TO HAVE VERY EARLY DINNER!!!CHATTED,LAUGHED AND MAKE A FOOL OF OUR SELF AT MAC...THEN OF TO TOWN....YAY!!!THEN OFF TO CITY HALL....AND BLAH,BLAH,BLAH....LAZY TO TYPE!!!!AND AS IF PEOPLE READ MY BLOG!!!!HAHAHS...ALL IN ALL I HAD FUN TODAY WITH WANNY AND FAKKY!!!!I LIKE!!!CONFESSION:I'M TRYING HARD TO CHANGE!!!I REALLY DO!!!BUT MAYBE I'M NOT WANTING IT HARD ENOUGH!!!P.S SUFFY LOVES LOLLIPOPS
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12:05 AM
OMG!!!!I MISS THE COLOUR GUARD!!!BUT I AM SO CAUGHT UP WITH LIFE THAT I HAVE NO TIME TO MEET THEM...I NOE I PROMISE BUT I HAVE TO BREAK IT...HAISH...I FEEL SO GUILTY NOT FULFILLING MY PROMISES!!!DUN WORRY I WILL MEET YOU GUYS 1 DAY AND I HAVENT FORGOTTEN YOUR TREAT!!!:)LOVE SUFFY!!!
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2:39 PM
RANDOM ALERT!!!IS IT TRUE THE MORE YOU QUARREL IN A RELATIONSHIP THE MORE IT WILL LAST??HMM...HONESTLY SAYING I DON'T KNOW!!!BUT IF YOU LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF IT...QUARRELING IS A TIME YOU VENT YOUR ANGER AND SHOWING YOUR TRUE SELF!!!YOU CAN WORK THINGS OUT OR JUST LET IT BE!!!AND IT WILL NOT BE RESOLVE!!!AND SO!!!YOU DECIDE!!!LOVE SUFFY:)P.S SUFFY LOVES LOLLIPOPS..
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2:17 PM
RANDOM ALERT!!!DOES HITTING,BASHING AND HURTING MEANS LOVE???NO!!!DEFINITELY NOT!!!BUT SOME PEOPLE JUST COULDN'T SEE THAT!!!COME ON!!!ONCE THEY HIT YOU THE MORE THEY WILL...HAVE YOU EVER HEARD OF ONE IS NEVER ENOUGH!!!!HAISH...WAKE UP!!!!LOVE DOES NOT NEED TO BE HURTFUL...
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2:05 PM
RANDOM ALERT!!!!HAHASWOULD YOU LOVE SOMEONE FULL HEARTEDLY OR JUST ENOUGH FOR COMFORT???MY ANSWER:THE MORE YOU LOVE SOMEONE THE MORE YOU WILL GET HURT BY DISSAPOINTMENT!eg.WHEN YOU LOVE SOMEONE FULL HEARTEDLY,IT WILL BE HARD FOR YOU TO FORGET HIM WHEN IT'S NOT MEANT TO BE!!!YOU WILL ALSO FIND IT HARD TO FORGIVE WHEN HE/SHE CHEATS ON YOU!!!HOWEVER IF YOU LOVE THEM JUST ENOUGH,IT WILL BE EASIER TO FORGET THEM AFTER BREAK UP AND MOVE ON!!!IT WILL ALSO BE EASIER TO FORGIVE THEM WHEN THEY CHEAT ON YOU AS YOU CAN FIND OTHERS WITHOUT GUILT AS YOU ARE NOT THAT EMOTIONALLY INTO THEM!!!HAHASWELL ITS UP TO YOU TO DECIDE!!!LOVE SUFFYP.S SUFFY LOVES LOLLIPOPS
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12:03 AM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!!YSTD SLEEPOVER WAS THE WORST OF MY LIFE!!!HAISH!!!HAHAS...JOKING ONLY...I WAS FUNNY THAT I WAS REALLY SLEEPY...NORMALLY I CAN BE AWAKE TILL 5 OR 6 IN THE MORNING BUT I WAS SO FREAKING SLEEPY...I CAN FREAKING SLEEP WHILE WATCHING ENTITY 2...IMAGINE THAT...HAHAS...NEXT WAS LABU-LABI...I ACTUALLY SUGGESTED IT SO THAT I CAN BE AWAKE AS ITS A FUNNY SHOW,BUT I STILL FELL ASLEEP!!!WAS SO FUNNY!!!
NANA AND AHMAD WAS LIKE CONSISTENTLY HITTING ME WITH REMOTE CONTROL,KICKING ME,PULLING MY LEG HAIR ETC BUT STILL I FELL ASLEEP!!!HMMM...SERIOUSLY WEIRD....MUST BE THE SLEEPY OMEN IN NANA HOUSE!!!INTENDED TO GO FOR BAND BUT THEN WOKE UP LATE ARD 11++ THEN SLACK AT NANA HS AND COOK MEGGI FOR BREAKFAST....WITH 7 BIRD EYE CHILLI!!!!ISH....SUPER SPICY!!!!I LOIKE!!!HAHAS...THEN NANA PRACTICED ON HER KEYBOARD AND AHMAD PLAYED LIFE4DEAD....MEAN WHILE I WATCHED TV...THEN I FELL ASLEEP AGAIN....SEE NANA UR HS IS FULL OF SLEEPY OMEN....WENT HOME ARD 4....
REACHED HM,SAW MY AUNTY AND 2 COUSINS...BUT WERE SO STUFFY SO I TOOK A BATH AND THE GET READY TO MEET NANA AND AHMAD AGAIN...HAHAS...ITS LIKE I WAS WITH THEM THE WHOLE....MET SOME BAND MEMBERS HAHAS...CHATTED AND LEPAK....THEN WENT TO SCC TO USE LAPPY BUT THEN THE POWER SOCKET WAS LOCKED WTF!!!ISH....
THEN FAKKY CAME ALONG!!!!YAY!!!MEET FAKKY!!!!I MISS HIM!!!TALKED,CHATTED AND LEPAK...THEN WENT HM...SHOULD I GO FOR INTERVIEW AT SENTOSA TMR???THINKING ALOT!!!HEEE.....THATS ALL....
CONFESSION:
I NEED MONEY!!!
I NEED A JOB!!!
HAISH!!!!
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11:25 PM
WELLS WAS TOO TIRED TO BLOG YSTD!!!!HAD SC INTERVIEW FOR THE JAN INTAKE...IT WENT WELL BUT SADLY WE ONLY NEED TO CHOOSE 30 PPL...HAHAS...THERE WERE MANY POTENTIAL ONES....ENOUGH ABOUT SC...WENT OUT WIF IND,MUMMY AND MR NUM...WELL IT WAS COOL GOING OUT WITH THEM!!!NICE MEETING MR NUM!!!THOUGH ITS A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME!!!TALK ABT ALOT OF STUFF LIKE KOREAN FANATIC!!!BOLLYWOOD FANATIC!!!MAMA HEAD...AND STUFF....MR NUM MUST BE SHOCK TO SEE MY TRUE COLOUR!!!HAHAHS....BUT WELL I'M HAPPY THAT HE CAN ACCEPT MY CUTE,FUNNY,CRAZY PERANGAI....LOLS...ME AND IND WAS LIKE QUARRELING ALL THE WAY!!!HAHAHS...THEN GO AND MEET NANA,SHILLA,AND AHMAD AT ESPLANADE!!!LEPAK AND SLACK...WENT HOME TO TAKE MY LAPPY THEN NOW ANT NANA HS!!!!SLEEPING OVER!!!YAY!!!CONFESSION:I LOVE U!!!I HATE U!!!I MISS U!!!
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11:21 PM
SUFFY IS ANGRY WITH SUFFYSELF!!!SUFFY IS ROTTING AT HOME AND GOING OUT ALONE AND WASTING MONEY ON UNNECESSARY STUFF....AND SUFFY IS SO ANGRY THAT SUFFY IS GETTING FATTER WHILE OTHER PEOPLE IS GOING TO GYM TO WORK!!!!ISH...SUFFY NEED A MORE PHYSICALLY CHALLENGING CCA....HAISH!!!YSTD NEWS!!!WENT SHOPPING ALONE!!!LIKE SERIOUSLY ALONE!!!ACTUALLY WANTED TO GO TO BUGIS BUT THEN DECIDED ON PENISULAR!!!!YAY!!!GET MYSELF A BLACK HOODY!!!YAY!!!BTW NEVER GO PENI ON SAT!!!FULL OF MATS,MINAHS AND KOTAI...THOUGH THE MAT WERE HOT!!!LIKE SERIOUSLY!!!HAHAS...SIDE TRACK!!!HAHS...THEN STRAIGHT AWAY WENT HOME!!!ALONG THE WAY SO FADHILAH BOWEN IN THE MRT STATION...SO HAD A CATCH UP SESSION WIF HER AND WENT HOME TOGETHER SINCE WE LIVE LIKE A FEW BLOCKS AWAY!!!THEN WENT TO BBQ MY AUNTY WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!!!NICE FOOD...SATAY!!!CHICKEN!!!PRAWN!!!HAISH....THEN HEADED TO CHANGI AIRPORT TO FETCH MY MOM FROM WORK!!!!THEN HOME....REACH HM...AS ALWAYS WATCH UTUBE AND THEN CHATTED WITH AJ!!!HE IS REALLY A COOL PERSON...HMM...OKAY!!!THEN SLEPT AT 2+...THATS ALL....TODAY SUPPOSE TO GO OUT AND VISIT MY GREAT GRANDMA!!!!AND YAR!!!BUT MY MOM STILL ASLEEP!!!HAHAS....AND SO ROTTING AT HOME!!!!DAMN I NEED A JOB!!!!I REALLY DO....ISH!!!!CONFESSION:SUFFY IS GETTING FATTER AND HE KNOWS IT!!!
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2:35 PM
SUFFY LOVES LOLLIPOP!!!
SUFFY LOVES NUTELLA!!!
SUFFY LOVES BANANA!!!
SUFFY LOVES MINERAL WATER!!!
SUFFY LOVES CHOCOLATES!!!
SUFFY LOVES ME NEW JEANS!!!
SUFFY LOVES ME NEW BAG!!!
SUFFY LOVES ME BESTFRIENDS!!!
SUFFY LOVES DANCING!!!
SUFFY LOVES PUSSYCAT DOLLS!!!
SUFFY LOVES WONDER GIRLS!!!
SUFFY ADORES VOGUELICIOUS!!!
SUFFY WANTS TO BREAK FREE!!!
SUFFY WANTS TO BE WHO HE IS!!!
SUFFY WILL NEVER CHANGE!!!
SUFFY WANTS TO BE A TOTAL BITCH!!!
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11:39 AM
WENT FOR CHAPTER MEETING TODAY AND YUPP IT ENDED LIKE IN 1 HALF HR...THEN WE CELEBRATE THE FEB AND MARCH BABIES BIRTHDAY!!!HAPPY ADVANCED BELATED PRESENT BIRTHDAY!!!!HEEE...THEN AFTER THAT WE PLAY THIS ONLINE GAME AND ITS SO BORING...HAHAHS...THE REST WAS SO INTO IT...HAHAS...THEN WENT TO LOT1 WITH ESAH,IZZAT AND DERRICK...LOLS...HAD FUN....THE WAY IZZAT SLEPT IN THE BUS WAS SO FUNNY!!!!HAHAHS....THATS IS BASICALLY WAT I DID TODAY...AND YAR THE CG CALLED...I SO MISS THEM,AND THEY MISS ME TOO....SO GONNA MEET THE NEXT WEEK...I LOIKE!!!!HAHAHSTHATS ALL,TATATITTUU....LOLSCONFESSION:SC FRIENDS ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS IN ITE,MY BESTFRIENDS ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS FOR LIFE...AND I LOVE THEM LIKE I LOVE MY LIFE...:)
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9:53 PM
AND YAR OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!I SAW VOGUELICIOUS PRACTISING!!!!!OMG OMG OMG THEY ARE SO FREAKING HOT!!!!!UNDERSTATEMENT!!!!HAHAS....I LOVE VOGUELICIOUS!!!!
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11:30 PM
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11:19 PM
SPOT THE MISTAKE!!!
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11:15 PM
WELL TODAY I HAD A GREAT FUN WITH MY DEAREST AND BESTEST FRIEND...SITI NOORHASANAH....:)WE MEET UP AT 2PM AND SURPRISINGLY SHE'S EARLY...HMMM ON TIME I SHOULD SAY!!!WHILE WAL
KING SAW JULLY AND MARIAM...AND AS ALWAYS JULLY SLURP ON MY HONEY MILK TEA....ISH...REASON BEING THE WEATHER IS SO HOT....HAHAS...I REALLY MISS THEM SEH....ANYWAY LEFT THEM AND WALK TO THE BUSSTOP...HAD A GREAT CATCHING UP SESSION WITH NANA....ALONG THE WAY TO CITY HALL IS ALL CATCHING UP SESSION....BTW I THINK I SAW DANIEL DOVER!!!HAHAS I BOUGHT 2 JEANS AND A BAG...I LOIKE...HAHAHS....WE ATE AT COFFEE CLUB AND WE SAW BABA!!!OMG SO MISS HIM SEH!!!I MISS WORKING AT OFC...BUT NOW THE SITUATION IS SO DIFFERENT!!!EVERYONE IS DIFFERENT AND THE ATMOSPHERE IS DIFFERENT!!!OH WELL....I LOIKE THE FOOD!!!HEHEHE...THEN OFF WALKING TO HEEREN TO LOOK FOR SLIPPER!!AND I SAW AJ!!!HE IS SO CUTE...ANYWAY FROM PENISULAR TO COFFEE CLUB TO HEEREN TO NGEE ANN CITY TO WISMA THEN TO BOARDERS THEN TO SHAW SLACK AT MAC THEN TO CINE LEISURE TAKE NEO PRINT(SO SEC SCH) THEN TO FAR EAST TO EAT THEN TO BUY MY SEX BAND AND FRIENDSHIP BAND...TOOK 132 HOME...AND WALK TO OPPOSITE MAMA SHOP BUSSTOP....WAIT FOR 109 WITH NANA THEN WALK HOME...THAT THE WHOLE DAY!!!!YAY!!!REALLY HAD FUN...SUPERB DAY!!!!:)
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10:41 PM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
MY FU*KING SICK FACERANDOM IN PROCESS!!!
WHAT DOES IT MEANT BY KISSABLE LIPS???
ANSWER:
-FULL LIPS
-HOT SEXY THICK LIPS
-OR UP TO YOU TO DEFINE IT...
HAHAS...
TOMORROW I'M GOING TO BUY NEW SKINNIES!!!YAY!!!I'M SO GONNA BUY BLACK AND ALSO GREEN!!!OR BLUE???BUT I'M GOING WITH NANA!!!CONFIRM SHE NAGG!!!YOU WANNA BUY GREEN,BLUE BLA BLA...HAHAS...I THINK I SHOULD BUY PINK!!!YES LIGHT PINK!!!NOT HOT PINK!!!YES!!!HEE
AND SO MY FLU HAVENT RECOVER!!!SO I WILL TAKE SOME PANADOL AGAIN...THEN SLEEP!!!YAY!!!COOL!!!I AM CRAVING FOR MACDONALD!!!MCSPICY!!!OMG!!!MC CHICKEN!!!FILLET-O-FISH!!!HAISH...OMG AND CHOCOLATE ALSO!!!ISH...I WANT FOOD!!!I WANT CHOCOLATE!!!HAQ SAYS IF I WANNA LOSE WEIGHT,JOGGING AND SKIPPING IS THE BEST WAY!!!AND SO I WILL BUY A SKIPPING ROPE...YES SKIP...I WILL BE TALL AND SMALLER...HEE
CONFESSION:
MY LOWER BACK HURTS,
MY THROATS HURTS,
MY NOSE IS LIKE A TAP!!!
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10:53 PM
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ACT LIKE A WOMEN BUT THINK LIKE A MAN!!!
WOW I REALLY LIKE THIS SENTENCE!!!IT IS REALLY WHO I'M AND I'M PROUD OF IT...I DON'T CARE WHAT PEOPLE SAY ABOUT ME AND PERCEIVE ME AS...I AM WHO I AM AND I'LL NEVER CHANGE...IF YOU HATE WHAT I AM,DON'T BLAME ME BLAME YOURSELF.IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME CHANGE YOUR THINKING OR APPROACH TOWARDS ME BECAUSE I'M NOT GONNA CHANGE MY WAY!!!
ENOUGH SAY,I'M DOWN WITH FLU!!!ARH IRRITATING,MY NOSE HURT AND MY BODY ACHE...OH MY GOD...EH I THINK I'M BAKING COOKIES THIS THURSDAY...HAHAS...YEAH AND TODAY'S PLAN CANCEL...NOT GOING SHOPPING...TMR...WITH NANA...2 OF US ONLY...YEAH...
CONFESSION:
I THOUGHT YOU WERE GONE,
BUT THEN YOU CAME BACK,
AT THE VERY TIME I NEED SOMEONE...
I REALLY MISS THOSE TIME
BUT BEING WITH WITH U IS JUST WRONG....
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10:09 AM
Today was my last paper for the term...and when school reopens,i will be year two student...So cool...but i am not confident that i can pass my POM...haish...watever it is i will enjoy my holidays first...after paper went to pondok abang with izzat,esah,ind,farah and nisa.then went back to sch to clean the sc room...There are many things to do this holiday:-jan intake interview-jan intake installation-preparation of April intake-camp-rotting at home-going back to school for sc-all of that but not work...It is so difficult to find job in this recession.even the low job such as waiter or fast food restaurant is being grab by unemploy people...what is left for student looking for part-time job????oh well...I'm getting my half month allowance and so gonna put aside $50 and spend the rest...yay!!!cardigan is first on my list,then to skinny jeans and a few t-shirts....yay!!!$100 enough???well just have to work within my budget!!!:)Since my dad getting a pay raise and my mom and dad getting bonus!!!I'll get more allowance money!!!yay!!!putting aside for new bags...hee...1 haversack and i smart bag...heee
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6:50 PM
IT"S DONE AND OVER!!!!STOP CRYING OVER IT SUFIAN!!!!HE IS THERE IN THE BETTER WORLD!!!!AND SO...GOODBYE!!!EXAMS IS JUST A FEW DAYS AWAY...YET I STILL HAVEN'T FINISH MY REVISION...SO GOING TO CRACK MY HEAD AND REVISE FOR THIS LAST FEW DAYS....OMG,I'M SCARED BOUT CAMP....THERE IS HIGH ELIMENT!!!!ARH...CAN I NOT GO????HAHAS...WELL THAT ALL FOR TODAY!!!HEE...MAYBE MORE UPDATE AT NIGHT!!!OR TMR!!!:)
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8:30 AM
THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE COMFORT!!!WELL YSTD WAS THE TAHLIL FOR MY GRANDFATHER...WE ARE DOING ALL 7 DAYS STRAIGHT FOR FAMILY MEMEBERS!!!THE FOOD WAS POT LUCK...AND SO MY FAMILY COOK SAMBAL GORENG...I HOPE WITH ALL THE PRAYERS MY GRANDFATHER WILL BE HAPPY THERE!!!3 DAYS HAVE PASS AND I AM SLOWLY GETTING OVER IT...I CANT EVEN CONCERTRATE ON MY REVISION...THOUGH I TRIED SO HARD AS EXAMS IS JUST DAYS AWAY!!!I HOPR I CAN PULL THROUGH THIS EXAMS...WELL ENOUGH OF THE SAD STORY!!!HMM,MY PARENTS ACTUALLY GET AN INCREASE IN THEIR PAY...WHICH MEANS MORE POCKET MONEY FOR ME!!!YAY!!!I ALREADY DECIDE ON HOW TO SPEND THE MONEY!!!HAHAS...FIRSTLY A NEW BERMUDAS!!!THEN 2 NEW SKINNY...MAYBE BLACK AND BLUE!!!HAHAS...NEW TOPS...THOSE CHEAP ONES,ANT BUGIS MAYBE 2 FOR $15 HAHAS..MAYBE 4 OF THEM...WELLS...THATS ALL FOR NOW!!!GOT TO GET BACK TO STUDIES...HEE...TILL THEN...ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAMS EVERYONE!!!:)
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2:01 PM
MAY YOU REST IN PEACE TOK!!!TODAY IS MY LATE GRANDPA BURIAL CEREMONY,AND SERIOUSLY I'M STILL NOT OVER HIS DEATH...WHEN I REACH THERE THEY WERE STILL BATHING HIM..AND SO ME AND MY COUSINS WENT DOWN TO GET SOME PUFF...IT HAVE BEEN HARD...TO EVERYONE...WHEN WE CAME UP HE IS DONE...GET TO SEE HIM FACE FOR THE LAST TIME...WE ALL QUEUE UP TO GIVE OUR LAST RESPECT TO HIM...I WAS CONTROLLING MY TEARS FROM BURSTING OUT ALL THE WAY...AS A FORM OF RESPECT I KISS HIS FOREHEAD...IT MAY SEEM NORMAL TO YOU PEOPLE...BUT SERIOUSLY IT WAS MY FIRST AND THE LAST TIME I KISS HIM...AS I WASN'T THAT CLOSE TO HIM...ALONG THE WAY TO THE CEMETERY,I WAS REFLECTING ON ALL THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DONE WRONG...HMM...BUT I HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HIS GONE AND I HAVE TO LET IT TO REST...HMM...TMR WILL BE A NEW DAY AND A NEW BEGINNING...THE BURIAL WENT SMOOTHLY...AND AFTER THE BURIAL WENT BACK TO AUNTY INA HOUSE...HMM...HAD FUN WITH COUSINS...THOUGH THE THOUGHT OF HIM GONE STILL LINGERS IN MY HEAD...I HOPE I CAN GET THROUGH THIS SOON...WHAT CAN I SAY,THIS IS MY FIRST TIME LOSING SOMEONE I LOVE...IT IS A PAINFUL EXPERIENCE...BUT I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT...GUESS THIS YEAR RAYER WILL BE DIFFERENT WITHOUT HIM...HMM...REST IN PEACE TOK AND MAY U BE PLACE IN A GOOD PLACE...I LOVE YOU EVENTHOUGH I'VE NEVER TELL YOU THIS!!!
the melody of the band;
5:07 PM
GOOD BYE MY DEAR GRANDFATHER!!!SERIOUSLY NOW I REALLY KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO LOSE A FAMILY MEMBER...HIS DEATH HIT ME SUDDENLY...HE WAS JUST FINE WHEN WE LEFT THE HOSPITAL YESTERDAY NIGHT...I HAVE NEVER THINK THAT HE WOULD BE GONE SO SOON...HIS CONDITION WAS REALLY BAD,HE WAS IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL SO OFTEN...I WAS IN THE BUS OTW TO SEE HIM WHEN MY MOM CALLED AND SAY HE'S GONE...MY REACTION WAS "HUH???SERIOUSLY???"IT HIT ME RIGHT THERE THAT HE'S GONE,IT WAS JUST RIGHT AFTER I SEND MS JOEI MSG ON HANDING IN OUR PROPOSAL TOMORROW...AS MY GRANDFATHER WAS IN A VERY BAD CONDITION..SERIOUSLY SAYING I HAVE NEVER TREASURE HIM!!!I EVEN SAY THIS BEFORE WHEN AHMAD ASK ME HOW IS HE..."DYING SOON!!!"...AND I WAS REALLY MEANT AS A JOKE BUT IT CAME TRUE...I WAS FELLING VERY BAD THINKING OF IT IN THE BUS...I STRAIGHT AWAY CALL NANA,I CRIED INT HE BUS SO LOUD THAT PEOPLE WAS LOOKING AT ME...I WISH I DIDN'T SAY ALL THE STUPID CRAP!!!I REALLY HOPE TO TURN BACK TIME AND TREASURE HIM...BUT ITS TRUE WHAT PEOPLE SAY "TREASURE SOMEONE BEFORE THEY ARE GONE!!!"ALL OF US WERE BADLY AFFECTED!!!ABG ALIFF WAS LIKE CRYING AND SAYING"I JUST SAW HIM YESTERDAY!!!" OVER AND OVER AGAIN...IT TOOK ME 3 HRS TILL I CALM DOWN...I ACTUALLY FINISH A PACKET OF CIGARETTE!!!WHAT MAKES ME EVEN SAD WAS I DON'T EVEN HAVE A PICTURE OF HIM...BUT I HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HIS GONE...MAY YOU REST IN PEACE AND BE HAPPY IN THE OTHER WORLD!!!
the melody of the band;
6:29 PM