HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEE!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

Thanks to everyone who wishes me!!!i lup you guys alot!!!

Me 19???wow!!!shocking!!!well waiting for me to reach 20!!!hahas!!!my wish is for me to be able to go poly!!!hehe

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12:12 PM

I just wanna say that i am so freaking tired!!!fri and sat was working from 7.50pm to 4.20 am!!!hmm...super tired!!!so no energy to post actually!!!and i'm so saving up for a new phone!!!my stupid phone condemn already!!!idiots!!!and my dad had an accident!!!the car is badly damage!!!my bro got into accident also!!!he got a little injured!!!but they are save!!!the problems now is money!!!for repairing of the car!!!hopefully insurance can help!!!

i realise that this few day i'm like hoping so much!!!hope my event gonna be okay!!!studies!!!hmm!!!keep on hoping!!!and i really hope to see my bffs!!!like freaking miss them to the max!!!hahas!!!lets talk about my life now!!!well everything use to bring joy to me!!!but not anymore!!!all that brings joy to me now is music and dancing!!!and a few of concern friends!!!that's all!!!family???hmm!!!lets not talk!!!

i really hope life is like fairytale!!!!always end with happy ending!!!wouldn't it be nice!!!but i have to face reality!!!there is no such thing as happy ending!!!lols!!!in sch!!!everyone changing!!!we use to be all close!!!but now it's like a huge gap between us!!!and for me i hardly have time for me!!!so my social life is fading away!!!!i am so tired that my mind is blank right now!!!so I'll try to post again soon!!!toodles!!!!

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3:35 PM

STRESS IS A WAY OF LIFE,YET ONE COULD END THEIR LIVE COZ OF STRESS!!!

Okay i'll start my post now!!! i dun really noe wat's wrong with me!!! i think i'm going crazy!!! somethimes i'm happy and sometimes i'm sad!!! sometimes i'm loud and sometimes i i prefers to be silent..is stress wat cause this mental breakdown!!!hahas!!!omg i'm turning into daniel!!!arh!!!freak!!!omg i really think i need to hang out!!!!like real soon!!!NANA!!!SHILLA!!!AHMAD!!!FAKKY!!!FIZAH!!!I NEED YOU GUYS!!!ARH!!!SO DAMN MISSING YOU GUYS!!!I'VE GOT ALOT TO SHARE AND ALOT TO HEAR!!!LIFE IS SUCH BOREDOM WITHOUT YOU GUYS!!!

OKAY!!! i will end here!!:)

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10:22 AM

I FELL SO ANNOYED AND IRRITATED EASILY THESE DAYS!!!REASONS???I DUN EVEN NOE WHY!!!OKAY LETS SEE...THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD!!!FIRST IS SCH!!!THEN EVENTS!!!THEN SC!!!THEN HOME!!!THEN ARH!!!ITS NEVER ENDING!!!I SO WISH FOR A WEEK BREAK TO HAWAII!!!IT WILL BE SO RELAXING AND SO FUN!!!WITH HOT SENERY AND VIEWS!!!HMMM!!!!

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5:44 PM

Okay!!!So ystd i was working till 1.10am!!and it is super tiring!!!have to carry bench!!!4 of it!!and there was this 2 guys that brought beer into the cinema!!!and was making alot of noise in the cinema!!!fish and they are malay arh!!!Amsterdam!!!wat the hell 11.6% only also can get super drunk!!!and i reach home ard 2 and i couldnt sleep so i watch mtv made and this emo gurl wanna be made into a cheerleader!!!cool!!!and guess wat she made it into the team!!!cool rite!!!i wanna be made too!!!into a dancer!!!haha!!

Okay btw just now indra pop a question to me!!!!"have you ever be serious in life??!!"and i am lost to his question!!!do people see me as someone who is playful and can never be serious???or am i always feeling too happy that it struct people that i cant be serious???or am i really streotype as a not serious person???hmm i wonder!!!

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2:17 PM

HEY!!!Muhammad Sufian Bin Rahim is coming to his senses soon!!!hahas!!!okay!!!I guess all this while i've been doing the WRONG stuff!!!But now i think its time to be the real me!!!Or is what i've done is the real me???LOST!!!!CONFUSE!!!Yar i think i'm confuse!!!i guess i need time to really find the true me and chill for a moment!!!hahas!!!

So i guess I WANT A GIRLFRIEND!!!!!YEAH!!!!!!!!

Application is open!!!hahas!!!
msg me or call me!!!
email or add me at msn!!!<3

Yeah and to all the jerks out there!!!get a life!!!stop hurting girls and stop using them!!!

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11:30 AM

Reply to Atikay:Its okay dear!!!there will be other opportunity!!!:)and i miss ak too.

SHOUTOUTS

I MISS MY DEAR CG!!!ALL OF THEM!!!

I MISS THE BOWEN BAND ALUMNI!!!LONG TIME SINCE WE SEE EACH OTHER!!!HOW ABOUT MEETING???

I MISS MY 3 BFFS!!!!SHILLA,AHMAD AND HASANAH...WELL THER ARE IN THE @9 TOO...LOLS

I MISS MUHAMMAD FAKHRIN AND HAFIZAH...SCH REOPENING SO WILL GET TO SEE HER AND AHMAD!!!YAY!!!

Okay!!!i spoilt my earpiece!!!so i have to get a new one!!!maybe an earphone!!!i finally get assigned a task for OA project!!!yeah!!!and i'm excited for sch!!!and worried for my event!!!hope people will help us!!!and work!!!i only get schedule on monday and so i will have to put in schedule more nxt week!!!but not on wed thurs and sun!!!i got dance!!!and i think i am gonna flung my evm!!!due to the event cancellation and all the last minute changes!!!ARH!!!!

I AM PISSED AGAIN!!!ARH!!!IDIOT!!!AGAIN AND AGAIN DOING THIS STUPID STUFF TO ME!!!BINGIT WAT MORE YOU WANT!!!!I'VE DECIDED I AM GONNA DO WHAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE LONG TIME AGO!!!GOODBYE!!!!!

hmm wat else i should blog about!!!yar i'm left with coins!!!i am so broke!!!haish!!!i need money!!!!ARH!!!shit damn it!!!i am getting lazy to work but i need the money!!!hmmi think my life is so tight!!!and cramp!!!see i got sch!!!work!!!dance!!!student council!!!bmb @9!!!i need a break from every thing!!!!i still got family responsibilities!!!friendship responsibilities!!!!ARH!!!

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6:38 PM

Okay!!!today i went out to do project!!!and cibai!!!my evm venue have been cancel due to h1n1!!!and we have to find new venue and pa system!!!i am so stress up!!!for oa shikin will msg wat we have to do!!!and for tps we have to find the restaurant of the different food!!!hmm..i hope we can pull this thing off!!!

Okay i was only schedule for work on monday!!!wat the fish!!!like i was sick and didnt go to work and then i got 1 day for next week!!!sial lah!!!but well its more time to rest i guess!!!lols...

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8:26 PM

TUESDAY NEWS!!!

Okay!!!wake up early...suprisingly coz the nite before i couldnt sleep!!!was so excited bout the sc outing!!!get ready and prepared everything!!!and of to ecp!!!met aisyah,ind ,shidah,saiful,yuzhen and jia mian at the busstop and of to mac....the rest was there!!!

okay then we went of to the beach and started our games!!!!it was hot,hip,cool and happening!!!hahas!!!we played the direction games!!!then touch rugby...then frisbee...then dog and bone!!!and we have fun!!!then food was nice!!!$2.50 for fried rice and chicken wing!!!very worth it!!!

Ard 3.30pm we started to rent the bicycle!!!!and yar4.15 we start the journey to changi village!!!woohoo!!!it was fun...but izzat bicycle chain keep on coming off!!!the we have to wait for an exchange!!!but then we decided to go on first...and so bas,ind,farah and izzat was left behind!!!!aisyah lead the team and of to changi village!!!!going was fun!!!but alot panchit in the middle!!!as the behind person me and doda encouraged them!!!

we reach changi ard almost 7!!!we ate and make a move ad 8!!!at changi there were many cats!!!and u noe wat some people are scared of cats!!!hahas...funny sia!!!okay i encounter many spooky problems otw back to ecp!!!and hmm!!!its scary!!!i dun wish to talk bout it!!!hahas!!and shida was with me half way through as she feels weak!!!so sara took over her!!!i felt calm with her coz we selawat!!!hahas...we also sing together and it was fun!!!there was this part where a dog was trying to get to our bicycle and she panic...hahas super cute!!!loLs we reach ecp before 10 yeah!!!

i so wanna do this again coz its super fun and bas did a great job!!!CONGRATULATION TO EVERYONE WHO MAKE THIS OUTING POSSIBLE!!!

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11:39 PM

MONDAY NEWS!!!!

Okay!!!We have decided on the finalist for sc apr intake and we are all happy with it!!!after the meeting,we went to eat at pondok abang!!!all time favorite!!!hahas...had fun chatting!!!farah and izzat left first coz they have event thing to do!!!

Then after that ind and me went straight to our class bbq!!!hahas!!!it starts at 4!!!but when we reach there only nisa,dewi and chelsea were there!!!!soon after terrence group came then ms joei!!!the food came late and it was raining!!!!damn it!!!hahas...we started the bbq ard 8 and eat till 9++then ind and me went off coz the next day we have sc outing!!!

Okay that is everything about monday!!!lols

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11:31 PM