wat is the meaning of love??if it is only one sided and full of negative intention??
i feel used and played!!and i am regreting all of the moment we had!!!sometimes i wonder why i'm like this!!i really regret doin all this and i think the only way is to go back to HIS way!!!maybe this is the best thing to do and to seek forgiveness from HIM!!

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3:00 PM

Friendship?Will it last for eternity??

For now i have doubt in it!!Well i've already apologise..all i can do noe is to wait for her forgiveness!!!I am truely very sorry and if you think its all some excuses that i made up!!then i think your dun really noe me as well as you think!!so i'll play the way you want!!and if this is what you want and that our friendship isnt as lasting as u think the i've nothing to say!!All i noe is that i've never forget abt you!!even if i dun contact u,i still visit ur blog for updates on you,i went to your facebook acct to check on you!!!and if this is wat you want!!so be it!!!i'll wait for the day that you truly need me!!and dun worry i'll still be here waiting to console and will always stand by you!!

i miss asss!!!

~sufian~

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11:26 AM

Siti Noorhasanah bte Juwahir..I am really sorry for bastard-ing you on the halloween party!!!i am really sorry and i noe u are really dissapointed with me and i will do everything to make it up to you!!!please forgive me!!!

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1:39 PM

Okay here i go!!!

just incase you people dun noe!!my mummy leg was amputated!!from 2 plam below knee!!!i guess it make her disable!!

See okay i seems happy and okay in sch but really! My soul is crying!!! I really miss going out with my mummy!!!i miss cooking with her!!i miss all those things that we do together!! but for her i have to show a strong and happy look!! i noe deep down she is crying too!!but i also noe that my mummy is a very strong women and wat happen to her wont make her surrender to faith!!!i noe she will work hard to overcome every thing!!

now i realise that i have been dancing more than i usually do!!coz it makes me forget all my worries and also makes me happy!!! i dun noe how much longer will dance make me calm and forget everything but for now its the best solution i have!!!I SERIOUSLY MISS MY MUMMY TO THE CORE!!!I MISS SLEEPING BESIDE HER!!!I MISS THE SCOLDING FROM HER!!!I MISS KISSING HER GOOD NITE!!!I MISS KISSING HER BEFORE GOING TO SCHOOL!!!I HOPE SHE GET OUT OF THE HOSPITAL AND COME LIVE WITH US AT HOME SOON!!!

back to my usual life in sch!!i'm gonna step down from sc soon!!!i'm a little sad but also happy to noe my new successor with do a good job!!!and to all the 19 batch excos and member all the best in continuing the success of sc!!!

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9:00 PM

Alrigth!long time since this blog is update..Well i have been busy with friends,sch,student council and that person!!but well its over already!!end of it baby!!it just couldn't work!!!

okay my open house is cancel!!!Y??coz my mom is hospitalize and i am very down right now!!diabetes is a very dangerous illness!!!hmm!!!and please people if you have diabetes!!!dun take any wound lightly!!!:)actually i dun really noe wat to expect!!!hmm i really very worried and scared actually!!!ARH!!!!
MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!!and PLEASE BE SAFE AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF

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11:58 PM

Baby!!!I nak kasut baru!!!
BOLEH??
PLS!!

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12:22 AM

Hey there!!So the excos had a raya outing last monday and hell we had fun!!Cam whoring and posing everywhere!!Two cars!!Bas and Esah drove!!!went to izzat,sue,esah,ak,saiful,doda,bas,mine,jo hs...had fun!!!

OMG saiful cats are so cute!!!there is 1 that is super big!!!and two pursian cat!!!1 of it is sufi!!hahas...so cute!!!there is this part when the cat run out!!and both doda and ind scream!!!hahas super funny!!!ind even jump up the chair!!!hahas

Cut it short!!!we had karaoke session at bas house!!and poor bas have to send us back so i accompanied to bukit batok then bukit panjang!!then he send me!!!bas is super cute when he is sleepy!!!hahas:)

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11:35 PM