i am giving up i cant live in this kind of situation.i had enough of all this nonsense...its hard being me..my life is complecated and only i noe it...i am just adifferent person...i am not me with anyone..how i wish i can run away from my family...it is hard...i must study hard and be strong facing all the other problems...i just hate myself ...WHY MUST MONEY ALWAYS BE THE PROBLEMS...i just wanna be in a wealthy family...no problems...at least not with money....i hate my siblings...why?....why? just they leave me alone..stop bothering my live...i don care bout u why must u people interfear in my live...GET OUT....the just dont get me..cum on arh this is my major year and i have to study. yar u people ask me to study..but what u people have one to make the house a gd situation for study...all i heard noise everywhere.i really sick and tired of all this....when i wan to study...u people shout my name....IAN HELP ME IN THE KITCHEN.HELP ME DO THIS HELP ME DO THAT....HAVE U PEOPLE EVER TRY TO HELP ME STUDY...GIVE ME MY OWN SPACE...MY FREE TIME...NO NEVER....it is always my fernz that is there to give me support.hasanah~suf blajar.suf u tink u copy will make u better.amat~serious lah..alot countless frens..but u people...it wasnt like this years before.everything change...arhhhhhhhh.finally i am relief..thats all...
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