I AM REALLY DISSAPOINTED BY THIS NT TO BE NAME THINK.........AFTER WAT WE HAVE GONE THROUGH FOR THE ****..........ITS IS SO DISSAPOINTING THAT THEY SAY THAT WE ARE USELESS........CUM ON..........IT MAKES ME FEEL SO ANGRY AND BETRAYED........I AM SO SO IRRITATED LAH SEH..........HMMMM........WATEVER IT IS.........I AM STILL HELPIN THEM AS THEY ARE APART OF MY LIFE.........
the melody of the band;
8:54 PM
Last saturday was so fun i wasnt expecting to be so close with my cousins....i was our family day....wooohoooo......i was superb even though i bastard the alumni but my day still rox and i'm sure they had fun to....reached the hall around 10 in the morning just to practice our dance steps.....i was so stress coz i'm in 3 performance....first malay dance second hip hop....4 mins to save the world third soulja boys crank that....i was penat seh......after the practices i went to my unc house to change with the boys man.....they were idiotic lah seh.....whahahaha...first hiakal bath then shafiq and zahirul disturb him whahahaha...and wasted alot of time......then they went to bath....whahaha and play around wif jojo the cat...whahahaha....then i was my turn....while i was bathing the two idiot haikal and zahirul bang the door i was shock and my underwear drop on the floor and its all wet...bt i still have to weAR IT LAH SEH....after bathing and readi....we make our way to mama house to fetch the gurls and as always they are late....waited for them and sempat to cam-whore wif the guys and then took a group photo...we r cool....along the way many ppl look at us like 1 kind as the whole lot of us is using army pants....i was a group of mad ppl walking around....i cant believe that most of my cousins are puffers to...whahahah had alot of time ....we went puffing most of the time lah seh...cool sehh...whahahaha.our performance was the last one so we we had alot of time and the other performance was so dull...so me cousins and i wait outside...whahaha....soon its our turn and our performance began...it was so cool and we rox...whahaha.....ouh i miss my cousins...booo...and yar ppl my hp line kena cut so i cant receive calls or smses...thats all 4 today whahahahahaha....byebye.....
the melody of the band;
9:42 AM
After a Long time i Finally update my blog lah seh.....see...things at home really suck to the core lah....i hate the situation...but wat to do i just have to keep quiet at home......my fam exclude my mom suck to the core...my mom have been suffering this pain on the legs and it is really hurting her but ppl at home just dun understand......my father have been like shit...he just treat my mom like a piece of shit....he is so....irritating......and bcoz of my mom leg.....she cant do alot of things....and my grandparents is like so fucking inconsiderate....the expect my mom to cook and everytink.......i cant put up to it anymore seriously....everytime i tink abt my mom i will like tear up lah seh...its not esay my to other siblings is like not concern abt my mom...its like wat the fucking shit lah.......i freaking piss offf llah seh......y must my mom go throught all this shit?????my cousin hus livin with us is getting engaged on the14...and its like making ppl more self-centered.....everytink is abt me.......where is the word family lah seh.....sometimes i wonder whether have my mom ever give up on her parents....see....shes been living with them all her life...and now they are staying with us....theres a big diff in their attitude towords my mom......they are always putting the blame on my mom....everytime the do that i can see my mom crying not physically but i can see in her eyes....i can see her emotion in her....i can see how hurt she is but she just kept it inside......but truely i noe that my mom is a strong lady...and i am always there for her....how i wish all this fucking crap will go away....ppl see me as cheery and friendly guy....but the truth is that my life isnt wat i potrey to the public...i am fullof hate and full of anger.....i really hate my life....if i am a rich person...i would buy a hose and i will stay wif my mom and no1 else......this is for my mom.......i love u....
the melody of the band;
10:27 AM