After a Long time i Finally update my blog lah seh.....see...things at home really suck to the core lah....i hate the situation...but wat to do i just have to keep quiet at home......my fam exclude my mom suck to the core...my mom have been suffering this pain on the legs and it is really hurting her but ppl at home just dun understand......my father have been like shit...he just treat my mom like a piece of shit....he is so....irritating......and bcoz of my mom leg.....she cant do alot of things....and my grandparents is like so fucking inconsiderate....the expect my mom to cook and everytink.......i cant put up to it anymore seriously....everytime i tink abt my mom i will like tear up lah seh...its not esay my to other siblings is like not concern abt my mom...its like wat the fucking shit lah.......i freaking piss offf llah seh......y must my mom go throught all this shit?????my cousin hus livin with us is getting engaged on the14...and its like making ppl more self-centered.....everytink is abt me.......where is the word family lah seh.....sometimes i wonder whether have my mom ever give up on her parents....see....shes been living with them all her life...and now they are staying with us....theres a big diff in their attitude towords my mom......they are always putting the blame on my mom....everytime the do that i can see my mom crying not physically but i can see in her eyes....i can see her emotion in her....i can see how hurt she is but she just kept it inside......but truely i noe that my mom is a strong lady...and i am always there for her....how i wish all this fucking crap will go away....ppl see me as cheery and friendly guy....but the truth is that my life isnt wat i potrey to the public...i am fullof hate and full of anger.....i really hate my life....if i am a rich person...i would buy a hose and i will stay wif my mom and no1 else......this is for my mom.......i love u....
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