TODAY!!!

BOREDOM!!!

LEPAK AT HOME!!!
TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW LEAD MY OLD LIFE!!!

CONFESSION:

MY BACK STILL HURTS!!!
BOREDOM WATCHING AVATAR!!!
PLEASURE BEING WIF YOU!!!

GD NITE WE HAD!!!

NOTHING MUCH HAPPEN!!!
WAIT TILL TMR OKAY!!!

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11:05 PM

HMM...LISTENING TO MJ12....

WELL TODAY POM SUX....
WENT TO SEE HERMAN'S CLASS PRESENTATION...
IT WAS WAY BETTER THAN OUR CLASS....
HATE IT WHEN TEACHER LIKES TO SIDE TRACK!!!!
SERIOUSLY!!!!
DID SW RUN THREE ROUNDS...
THATS ALL....

HANG OUT WIF FIZAH AT SCH!!!!
DID THE INTERWIEV OF HUNKS AND BABES!!!
WOOHOOO!!!!JAH IS IN!!!
THE GUYS PICK ARE HOT!!!!
SERIOUSLY....
LIKE KHALIQ...AZAHAR...FAHMI...BRANDON...MANSUR....MORGAN....
GIRLS ARE EVEN HOTTER....
JAH...AILEEN...IZA...CRYSTAL...DOREEN...MIRAH(WOOHOO)

KAY THEN WE HAD VDAY MEETING!!!
YAY!!!

DID SOMETHING ELSE....
SECRETS....
WIF...MUMMY AND DADDY AND KAK SU AND JOE!!!

CONFESSION:

I LOVE YOU!!!
BUT I LOVE UR MONEY MORE!!!
I LOVE WHAT WE HAVE DONE!!!
I WANT MORE BUT NOT TO THAT EXTEND!!!
KITE SAYANG AWAK!!

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12:45 AM

JUST REALISE SOMETHING!!!

FAKKY=INDRA
AHMAD=IZZAT
AZURA=SHILLA
AISYAH=NANA
FARAHLIYANA=HAFIZAH

THEY ARE SUPER THE SAME!!!!
THANK GOD I GOT THEM IN SCH!!!
SO CALLED LEPAS RINDU!!!
HMM...ASSS!!!!AND F&H
I WONT FORGET YOU GUYS!!!
AND WILL NEVER NOT MISS U GUYS!!!
HMMM...
I REALLY DO MISS PREDIP,ADAM,YAZID AND KITTIKHUN...

MEET UP SOON KAY!!!HOPEFULLY!!!

CONFESSION:

FANTASY IS WAT KEEP ME GOIN!!!
EVENTHOUGH ITS JUST A DREAM!!!
DUN WORRY I'LL BE MYSELF!!!
WHEN THE TIME IS RITE!!!
I LOVE MYSELF!!!

OKAY POM START ALREDY!!!
FOCUS!!!HEE

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10:03 AM

WELL I'M IN SCH..AND YAH ETP IS SO BORING NUMBER IN CLASS:10...

SEE HOW SAD SCH IS!!!!

I REALLY MISS ASSS....

ALL MY PIGS AND BABI-IES....

CONFESSION:

LISTENING TO PERSIS AND I MISS PLAYING INSTRUMENT!!!

MY BACK HURT TO THE CORE RITE NOW!!!

I'M FEELING GAY!!!

I WANT TO BE TOUCH!!!

I WANT TO BE F***

I WANT TO LICK SOME BALLS!!!

SOMEONE GIVE IT TO ME!!!!!

HAD A GREAT DAY ANDUNPLESANT NITE!!!

DUN WAN TO TALK ABOUT IT!!!!ARH!!!!

QUOTE:RELAKU MENUNGGU MU SERIBU TAHUN LAMA LAGI!!!!

QUOTE:I FAKE A SMILE SO HE WONT SEE!!!!

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9:22 AM

I'M TIRED FACE!!!!

BOREDOM FACE!!

MY LIL SIS ASK ME WAT IS THE PURPOSE OF BLOGGING!!!!

I JUST IGNORE HER...

COZ I THINK ITS A DUMB QUESTION...

ANYWAY NIKKI IS REALLY FEELING DOWN!!!

SHUD I TRIM MY HAIR OR NOT???

SHUD I FOLLOW MY HEART???

ARH WATEVER LAH...

CONFESSION!!!

I'M FEELING WEAK!!!

MY BACK HURTS ALOT!!!

I'M FEELING GAY!!!

I WANT A RICH GUY!!!

I WANT PERFORM BLOWJOB!!!

I WANT TO HAVE ANAL SEX!!!

I WANT TO MAKE ALOT OF SIN!!!

I WANT CUM ALL OVER MY FACE!!!

I DID A STUPID QUIZ!!!

AND IT SAYS THAT....

I'M AFRAID OF BEING ALONE!!!

I FIND IT SO TRUE!!!

HAISH!!!

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8:04 PM

WELL THE BITCH IS FEELING LOW!!!

THE BITCH IS NOT CONFIDENT ENOUGH!!!

THE BITCH IS FEELING NOT WORTHY!!!

QUOTE:SAYING ITS FOR MY OWN GOOD!!!
SAYING THAT I'M NOT WORTHY!!!

CONFESSION!!!!

MY BACK REALLY HURT BADLY!!!

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3:51 PM

ME!!!
MY HOTSTUFF!!!!

HOT RITE????

MY HOT SEUNGRI!!!!

SORRY SIWON UR STILL MY TOP MAN!!!!

LIFE IS HEARTLESS!!!!

LIFE IS IMPRISONMENT!!!!

LIFE IS CRUEL!!!!

LIFE IS INJUSTICE!!!!

LIFE IS INPERFECT!!!!

LIFE IS STUPID!!!!

QOUTE"HOW COULD U BE SO HEARTLESS!!!!"

QUOTE"OH WILL MY REFLECTION SHOW HU I AM INSIDE????"

CONFESSION!!!!

I SMOKE!!!!

I DRINK!!!!

I DO DIRTY STUFF!!!!

ALL FOR THE COST????

DROWNING ALL MY SORROWS AWAY!!!!

MUMMY I'M NOT AS CLEAN AND PURE AS U THINK I AM!!!!

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1:27 AM

STRESS UP AND FED UP!!!!

Hey!!!Back blogging again!!!

Well have decided on the answer!!!
Well I will follow what they want!!!

And let’s see what will their reaction like!!!

Well today I went to my grandfather and great grandma house!!!

Well their condition is stable!!!

CONFESSION!!!!

MY BACK ACHES!!!

LIFE IS SUCH A PAIN!!!

LIFE IS SUCH A DISGRACE!!!

LIFE IS FULL OF SHATTED DREAMS!!!

That’s all for today...

Quote from Leona Lewis:
I dun noe what they say,
I’m in love wif u...

Quote from Kelly Clarkson:
What if I told u it was all meant to be!!!

Quote from Whitney Houston:
Give me one moment in time!!!

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11:42 PM

I CANT SEEM TO SLEEP THIS FEW DAYS!!!!

REASONS???ME MYSELF NOT SURE...

AND SO NOTHING MUCH ON TV...

AND HERE I AM BLOGGING!!!!

CONFESSION!!!

I REALLY THINK THAT I HATE MY LIFE!!!!

ITS EITHER THAT OR...

I FIND LIVING IS SUCH A PAIN...

WHY???

WELL EASY!!!!SAD LIFE!!!!

OH YAR AND IHAVE THIS PROBLEM!!!!

IT SEEMS THAT I'M ALWAYS CHEERFUL OUTSIDE!!!!

BUT I'M TORN AND SHATTERD INSIDE!!!!

WELL PEOPLE JUST DUN NOE!!!!

BELOVED PEOPLE!!!!

I REALLY MISS ASSS!!!!

HU ARE THEY????

AHMAD,SUFIAN,SITI(HASANAH) AND SHILLA!!!!

ITS LIKE EVERY WHERE I GO I SAW MONTAGE OF THEM...

ALL THE THINGS WE DO TOGETHER!!!!

HMM...BUT EVERYONE IS BUSY AND SO AM I...

WELL MEET THEM IN MY DREAM ACTUALLY YSTD!!!!

I WAS A SAD DREAM I HAVE TO SAY!!!!

I DUNNO WAT HAPPEN BUT I WOKE UP WITH TEARS ALL OVER!!!

I MUST HAVE MISS THEM SO MUCH!!!!

I ALSO MISS THE ALUMNI!!!

*YING2

*FAHAN

*JOAN

*CHEWY

*ZUMEI

*FAKKY

*JAH

*WANXUAN

*SHILLA

*AHMAD

*HASANAH

*HANAFI

*VICTOR

*WANLING

*FATEHA

*JAI HUI

DEEPLY MISS!!!!

CONFESSION!!!!

MY BACK ACHES!!!!

LDK WHY???

SHUD I STOP BEING MYSELF???

AND BE SOMEONE THAT PEOPLE WANTS ME TO BE???

I WILL BE:

*NO MORE DANCING

*NO MORE STUPID DIRTY JOKES

*NO MORE OF THE FUN SIDES

*NO MORE OF THE CONFIDENT ME

*NO MORE OF THE NICE ME

SHUD I BE THAT PERSON???

I READ ALL MY PAST POSTS AND REALISE THAT...

I STOP LAUGHING!!!!

NO MORE LOLS...

NO MORE HAHAS...

NO MORE WHAHAHAS...

IF THERE IS...ITS ONLY A FEW!!!

IS THIS WAT POEPLE WANT ME TO BE????

SHUD I LISTEN TO WAT THEY SAY???

OR SHUD I JUST FOLLOW MY HEART!!!!

THE JUDGEMENT IS IDK!!!!

QUOTED FROM PCD:

I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!!!

QUOTED FROM WONDER GIRLS:

I WANT NOBODY BUT YOU!!!!

QUOTED FROM NURRUN NUWARAH:

INGIN KAU KU MILIKI!!!!

QUOTED FROM DANITY KANE:

DO YOU HAVE A FIRST AID KIT HANDY???

DO YOU NOE HOW TO PATCH UP A WOUND TELL ME!!!!

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2:10 AM

LOOK I'M GLOWING!!!

DEEPLY MISSES THIS BUNCH!!!

I MISS US!!!!

HOTNESS!!!

SECRETIVE!!!JUST LIKE ME!!!

Hmm!!!Sunday!!!

Well it’s a boring day!!!
Ystd slept late at ard 4!!!
Woke up at 10++!!!
Had my breakfast and help my mom cook!!!
It’s for the next door aunty!!!
And Happy Chinese New Year!!!

I sleep a lot today!!!
Hahas...
I was freaking tired!!!
Anyway I love me!!!
Random!!!
Have to finish redo my bcm slides!!!
Have to save money for new phone!!!
Have to study hard!!!
Have to concentrate for Valentine’s Day!!!

CONFESSION!!!

Being myself is like being a mouse!!!
Or maybe a superhero!!!
With secret identity at home...
Not to reveal my superpower!!!
It’s so irritating!!!

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12:02 AM

HOW DO SOMEONE NOE IF IS A GAY????
MAYBE A BI OR EVEN JUST CONFUSED!!!!!


THE TRUTH IS I’M SEARCHING FOR IT MYSELF....
DO I HAVE TO TELL THE WHOLE WORLD THAT I’M DIFFERENT????
AND IF SO WOULD THEY ALL ACCEPT ME????

THESE ARE THE QUESTION ALWAYS LEARKING IN MY MIND!!!!

WHY IS IT DIFFICULT FOR THEM TO UNDERSTAND????
I’M DIFFERENT FOR GOODNESS SAKE....

I’M LIKE TIRED OF PPL DISAGREEING ON WHATEVER I DO!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!AM I BEING TO HONEST????

I GUESS THE PAST EXPERIENCE MAKES ME LIKE THIS!!!!

CONFESSION:

I really like this guy!!!not in my sch!!!
But see he is not like me!!!
He is normal!!!haish!!!

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2:16 AM

BOREDOM AT ESPLANADE LIBRARY!!!!
ME AND ESAH WHILE WAITING FOR THE REST TO COME!!!

OFCOZ!!!!MY HOT SIWON!!!!

WONDER GIRLS!!!!

MY HOTSTUFF AGAIN!!!!SIWON!!!!

HEY 2 DAY OF NOT BLOGING!!!!

WELL...NOTHING MUCH HAPPEN!!!
ACCEPT I DID MY PRESENTATION ON THE ZOO!!!!
AND IT SUX ACTUALLY!!!!THEREFORE REDOING AFTER CNY!!!
HMM…LIFE IS SO BOREDOM…

AND YAR MY STUPID PHONE IS GIVING A LOT OF PROBLEMS!!!!
ALWAYS NO CONNECTION!!!!
ALWAYS CANNOT RECEIVE MGS AND CALLS!!!!

ANYWAY THE V-DAY IS NEARING….
MUST BE SERIOUS ALREADY!!!!HAHAS

AND LASTLY I LOVE MYSELF!!!!

AND SIWON OFCOZ!!!!

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11:14 PM

ME,SHILLA,HASANAH
ME,HASANAH,AHMAD,FAKHRIN

HOTSTUFF!!!!SIWON

CUTE AREN'T THEY!!!LOVE KOREAN

MY FREAKIN HOTSTUFF!!!!SIWON

HAHAS!!!FEW DAY OF NOT UPDATING….


I MISS MY BFF!!!NANA, AMAD, SHILLA AND FAKKY…
BAD NEWS….MY DATOK IN THE HOSPITAL AGAIN…STILL SICK…
THE CONDITION GETTING WORSE!!!!
BEEN GOING TO THE HOSPITAL AFTER SCH…ALMOST EVERY DAY!!!
HMM...SEE WAT HAPPEN THE OTHER DAY???
WENT TO SCH YSTD…NOT TODAY…
SAT DID MY PROJECT TILL FINISH!!!
SUN WENT TO HOSPITAL!!!
HMM…SO EXCITED FOR MY PRESENTATION FOR TMR…
MY BCM…UNIQUE PLACES IN SINGAPORE!!!
NANA AND KAK FYDA COMPLAINT THAT MY BLOG IS INFESTED WITH SIWON’S PICTURES…HAHAHS…LOLS…
KAK FYDA CALLED HIM MAT KOREAN!!!!
HAHAHS DUNNO THAT KOREAN GOT MAT!!!!
LIFE SUX!!!!
LIVING SUX!!!!
SCH SUX!!!!
I NEED MONEY!!!!
I NEED A NEW JOB!!!!
MISS WORKING!!!!HAHAHAS…

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7:08 PM

KOREAN PCD!!!WONDER GIRLS

SO HOT

CUTE ISNT HE!!!!

HE IS SO BOYISHLY HOT!!!!

SIWON SARANG HAE

TODAY!!!SATURDAY!!!
WAKE UP EARLY TO GO TO MARKET AGAIN…
AFTER FINISH MARKETING…WENT HOME…
STARAIGHT AWAY WHEN I REACH HM I TURN ON MY LAPPY…
THEN START TO CONTINUE WITH MY BCM PROJECT…HMMM…
IN BETWEEN HAD SOME BREAKS…
CONTINUED BCM…A LITTLE POM…
NOW BLOGING HAHAHS…THAT’S ALL I DID…
HAHAS..BORING DAY!!!!

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11:24 PM

NOW U NOE WHY I ADORES HIM
I LIKE HIS SMILE!!!

SUFIAN!!!FORMAL WEAR!!!

IN THE CAR!!!I LOOK SO CUTE!!!SELF-PRAISE AGAIN

FRIDAY NEWS!!!

LOLS...WENT TO SCH…
AND ONLY 19 WERE PRESENT OUT OF 30…
HAHAHS…HELP MRS SEAM IN CLASS…
IND ARRANGES THE TABLES WHILE I SWEEP THE FLOOR…
LOLS…THE GIRLS CAME IN LATE….AND SO MRS JUST STARTED LESSON…THE PROJECTOR IS LIKE NOT WORKING SO SHE DID IT MANUALLY...IT WAS SO DAMN BORING!!!!
WHEN THE GIRLS CAME WE CHATTED AND EAT THE BISCUIT I BROUGHT FROM HM...AND SHOCKINGLY MRS DIDN’T MAKE NOISE…
HAHAHS…NEXT WAS SW…BUT THEN…MISS JAMIE WAS SO COOL SHE JUST CHILL WITH US AND CHATTED WIF US…WOOHOO…WE WERE RELEASE EARLY..SO ME AND IN WENT TO SC ROOM…ASK PPL WEAHTER THEY WANT TO EAT…AND WE BOUGHT OUR FOOD AND IT IN THE SC ROOM…ARD 1++HAD MEETING WITH DODA AND SAI…HAHAHS
THEN AFTER THAT EXCO MEETING THEN CHAPTER MEETING…AFTER CHAPTER MEETING ME,AZ,ESAH,EZAT,SAI,AK,AARON,DERRICK AND IND STAYED BACK…WOOHOO…TILL 8++...ME AND IND THEN WENT TO EAT AT MAC..REACHED HM ARD10+…AND STRAIGHT AWAY GO TO SLEEP…

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11:00 PM

SUPER CUTE!!!!

HE LOOKS HOT IN EVERYTHING

MY HOTSTUFF!!!

THURSDAY NEWS!!!

AGAIN RELUCTANT TO GO SCH…
BUT FORCE MYSELF TO COZ COULDN’T AFFORD MC…
I WALK KENGKANG AS MY ASS WAS PAINFUL…
HEE…SERIOUSLY…
WERE GIVEN PERMISSION TO GO CLASS LATE…
SO ME AND IND MEET UP TO ENDORSE OUR GIRO FORM…
YEAH…AFTER THAT WE GO TO SCH…
HAHAS…YATI,KAVITHA AND JAN DIDN’T COME…ALL ALONE
LUCKY GOT IND AND SIKIN…LOLS…
AFTER SCH…WENT TO SC ROOM WAITED FOR EVERY HU’S GOIN TO IMM…MEANTIME I WAS DANCING AND DOING A LOT OF STUPID STUFF..HAHAHS…IN IMM WE HAD FUN LOLING AND PLAYING ARD…
THEN I GET S SHAGG…THE WENT SILENT THEN EVERYONE WAS WORRIED…AZURA SCOLDED ME…MUMMY JAHAT...HAHAHS
HAD DINNER THEN WE HEADED HM…YEAH…REACH HM AT ABT 11…WAS SO TIRED I STRAIGHT AWAY GO TO SLEEP…THAT’S ALL ON THURSDAY….

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10:42 PM

HOTNESS!!
ME!!!CUTE RIGHT???

ANOTHER HOTNESS!!!SIWON

MY IDOL!!!PCD


YSTD NEWS!!!!

WAS REALLY RELUCTANT TO GO TO SCH FOR TEAM BONDING…
BUT IND FORCES ME SO I WENT!!!!
WE WERE SURPOSE TO HAVE CLASS IN THE MORNING…
BUT IN THE END CLASS WAS CANCLED IT WAS SO FRUSTRATING…
AS I CAME TO SCH IN UNIFORM…
IF I WERE TO NOE THAT CLASS IS CANCLED I WUD WEAR OUR OUTFIT…
ISH….ANGRY!!!
ANY WAY…WE HAD SO MUCH FUN AT ECP…
FIRSTLY WE WERE SO UNITED!!!
THEN I THINK WE WORK WELL UNDER PRESURE…
AND WE REALLY WORK TOGETHER…
WE HAD TO DO PUNISHMENT LIKE 25 PUSH UP…
JUST FOR WANTING TO STICK TOGETHER…
HAHAS…ALONG THEY WAY IND GET SICK AND VOMITTED…
THEN AFTER THAT JABBA…OMG…IT’S SO IRRITATING…
BUT WE DID OUR BEST!!!WE FOUGHT REALLY HARD…
AND FINALLY WE WON…SERIOUSLY WE WON…FIRST…
AND WE DIDN’T EVEN FINISH OUR STATIONS…
HAHAS….LOVE YOU IND, HAYATI, KAVITHA, JAN, IZA, JABBA, FATHIAH...

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12:18 AM

miss him so much...PREDIP!!!hahahs..
bestfriend for 10 years!!!!

fakky and me...those band days!!!i look so black

look at my retarded face!!!hahahs...miss them...

miss all the skipping sch days!!!!

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10:25 PM