GOOD BYE MY DEAR GRANDFATHER!!!SERIOUSLY NOW I REALLY KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO LOSE A FAMILY MEMBER...HIS DEATH HIT ME SUDDENLY...HE WAS JUST FINE WHEN WE LEFT THE HOSPITAL YESTERDAY NIGHT...I HAVE NEVER THINK THAT HE WOULD BE GONE SO SOON...HIS CONDITION WAS REALLY BAD,HE WAS IN AND OUT OF THE HOSPITAL SO OFTEN...I WAS IN THE BUS OTW TO SEE HIM WHEN MY MOM CALLED AND SAY HE'S GONE...MY REACTION WAS "HUH???SERIOUSLY???"IT HIT ME RIGHT THERE THAT HE'S GONE,IT WAS JUST RIGHT AFTER I SEND MS JOEI MSG ON HANDING IN OUR PROPOSAL TOMORROW...AS MY GRANDFATHER WAS IN A VERY BAD CONDITION..SERIOUSLY SAYING I HAVE NEVER TREASURE HIM!!!I EVEN SAY THIS BEFORE WHEN AHMAD ASK ME HOW IS HE..."DYING SOON!!!"...AND I WAS REALLY MEANT AS A JOKE BUT IT CAME TRUE...I WAS FELLING VERY BAD THINKING OF IT IN THE BUS...I STRAIGHT AWAY CALL NANA,I CRIED INT HE BUS SO LOUD THAT PEOPLE WAS LOOKING AT ME...I WISH I DIDN'T SAY ALL THE STUPID CRAP!!!I REALLY HOPE TO TURN BACK TIME AND TREASURE HIM...BUT ITS TRUE WHAT PEOPLE SAY "TREASURE SOMEONE BEFORE THEY ARE GONE!!!"ALL OF US WERE BADLY AFFECTED!!!ABG ALIFF WAS LIKE CRYING AND SAYING"I JUST SAW HIM YESTERDAY!!!" OVER AND OVER AGAIN...IT TOOK ME 3 HRS TILL I CALM DOWN...I ACTUALLY FINISH A PACKET OF CIGARETTE!!!WHAT MAKES ME EVEN SAD WAS I DON'T EVEN HAVE A PICTURE OF HIM...BUT I HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HIS GONE...MAY YOU REST IN PEACE AND BE HAPPY IN THE OTHER WORLD!!!
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