MAY YOU REST IN PEACE TOK!!!TODAY IS MY LATE GRANDPA BURIAL CEREMONY,AND SERIOUSLY I'M STILL NOT OVER HIS DEATH...WHEN I REACH THERE THEY WERE STILL BATHING HIM..AND SO ME AND MY COUSINS WENT DOWN TO GET SOME PUFF...IT HAVE BEEN HARD...TO EVERYONE...WHEN WE CAME UP HE IS DONE...GET TO SEE HIM FACE FOR THE LAST TIME...WE ALL QUEUE UP TO GIVE OUR LAST RESPECT TO HIM...I WAS CONTROLLING MY TEARS FROM BURSTING OUT ALL THE WAY...AS A FORM OF RESPECT I KISS HIS FOREHEAD...IT MAY SEEM NORMAL TO YOU PEOPLE...BUT SERIOUSLY IT WAS MY FIRST AND THE LAST TIME I KISS HIM...AS I WASN'T THAT CLOSE TO HIM...ALONG THE WAY TO THE CEMETERY,I WAS REFLECTING ON ALL THE THINGS THAT I HAVE DONE WRONG...HMM...BUT I HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HIS GONE AND I HAVE TO LET IT TO REST...HMM...TMR WILL BE A NEW DAY AND A NEW BEGINNING...THE BURIAL WENT SMOOTHLY...AND AFTER THE BURIAL WENT BACK TO AUNTY INA HOUSE...HMM...HAD FUN WITH COUSINS...THOUGH THE THOUGHT OF HIM GONE STILL LINGERS IN MY HEAD...I HOPE I CAN GET THROUGH THIS SOON...WHAT CAN I SAY,THIS IS MY FIRST TIME LOSING SOMEONE I LOVE...IT IS A PAINFUL EXPERIENCE...BUT I HAVE TO LIVE WITH IT...GUESS THIS YEAR RAYER WILL BE DIFFERENT WITHOUT HIM...HMM...REST IN PEACE TOK AND MAY U BE PLACE IN A GOOD PLACE...I LOVE YOU EVENTHOUGH I'VE NEVER TELL YOU THIS!!!
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