OKAY TODAY WAS A SOBER DAY FOR ME AGAIN...MY LOVE ONE HAVE GONE TO MEET THE ALMIGHTY!!!!GOOD BYE NYANG(GREAT GRANDMA)MAY ALL YOUR SUFFERING END!!!I GOT TO KNOW THE NEWS AROUND 2++ EARLY IN THE MORNING!!!!I WOKE UP DUE TO NATURE CALL AND THERE MY FATHER SITTING ON HIS BED WITH TEARY EYES!!!HE KEPT SILENCE UNTIL THE MOMENT I WAS ABOUT TO ENTER THE TOILET HE TOLD ME THAT NYANG IS GONE!!!I HAVE NO REACTION!!!AFTER I URINE,I WENT BACK TO MY ROOM AND I COULDN'T SLEEP!!!!SO I ENDED UP WATCHING TV TILL I DOZE OFF...IN MY MIND WAS LIKE FULL OF MIX FEELING!!!I AM SO CALLED HAPPY THAT SHE HAVE MOVE ON AND THE SUFFERING SHE HAD HAVE ALSO ENDED!!!BUT I WAS ALSO SAD THAT I HAVE LOST TWO LOVE ONE IN A YEAR WHICH IS MY GRANDFATHER AND MY GREAT GRANDMA!!!HERE I WISH TO PRAY FOR THEM...MAY THEIR SOULS BE BLESS AND MAY THEY REST IN PEACE WITH ALL THE GOOD PEOPLE!!!AGAIN....THIS YEAR HARI RAYA WILL BE A SOBER ONE...WITHOUT THEIR PRESENTS,IT WILL BE SO DIFFERENT FROM THE REST OF THE YEARS...THOUGH I KNOW IT WILL BE DIFFERENT AND ALSO IT WILL BE VERY SAD!!!I STILL KNOW THEY WILL BE THERE WITH US!!!IN OUR HEART!!!AND SO!!!!I HOPE YOU ARE WHERE YOU BELONG AND YOU WILL HAVE A VERY PLEASANT AND WONDERFUL AFTER LIFE...FROM THE DEEPEST OF MY HEART I LOVE YOU TWO
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