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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Knowing that I'm attracted to you is my biggest fear.
It makes me feel awkward being around you,
but the awkwardness makes me want to be around you.

The thing that makes me like you is your silliness.
It never fails to keep me smiling.
Even at my weakest point,you give me hope to carry on.

Even when you are disturbing me or irritates me,
I'm not angry because I'm enjoying it actually.
It's hard to say out my feeling as it would only destroy a friendship.

the melody of the band;
10:39 AM

Friday, August 21, 2009

Okay its friday and sc installation is over!!!

YAY

and tmr will be the first day of fasting month!!

this means i cant do any sin..

includes melatah!!!

coz all the funny and vulgar words will come out!!!

HAISH

Exams is ard the coner and i havent even touch the book

omg!!

SUFIAN if you are gonna increase your gpa,

you have to start now!!!!

though its late but its not to late!!!

See..i feel like quiting my job,

yar its fun and i earn money,

but the people there are turning into bossy freak.

i mean the senior keep asking the new staff to do everything..

except for kak juwita,abg man...

if i were to quit my job,

i will surely miss BAZA,SITI,KAK JUWITA & ABG MAN

they rocks i tell you..

not to forget saling,irene,patrik and meg(who have gone back to Philippine)

Am still thinking of really to quit or not!!
anyway good job to shikin and fathiah on the evm video!!

great job to zia for the ppt slides...now left the report!!my job!!!

hahas

AND YAR EVERYONE MISSES PAPAHOUSE

INDRA!!

WHEN ARE YOU COMING HOME???

that all

till then

the melody of the band;
9:51 PM

Life is full of emotion,

sometimes you are happy,

and sometimes you are sad,

at times you are angry,

and most of the time you just feel glad..

But to me life is more like a roller coaster,

sometimes you are up,

and sometimes you are down,

you feel so stress when you are at the top,

and you feel so calm when you are down..

Whatever the emotion might be,

we still have to live life to the fullest

as setbacks are just a minor thing in life,

no one is ever able to escape it!!

so why make it something to hold you down??

when you can actually use it to better yourself..

the melody of the band;
9:22 PM

Monday, August 17, 2009

After so long of not posting here i go! I have been busy lately due to my event module and also work. Beside my lappy is always being use by other people. Well my event is done and hell it was so last minute but i guess we pull it of. Thanks to the chionger naf,zia,sikin,fath,ind and jansher.

Okay i was totally pissed with my mom! And now i'm giving her the silent treatment! Hmm guess i wont be talking to her for a while. i'm greatly hurt by her! Well we will see wat happen next! If you are wondering why??? Don't bother i won't write it!!! Hahas..

Tmr is the sc bazzar and i hope everything will go smoothly! This friday is the sc installation so excited for it. It means that my time as a student councillor is coming to an end! Though i will miss being one but i guess i need this.

YAR MY BELOVED BESTFRIEND INDRA LEFT FOR MONGOL LAST FRIDAY!!!HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT FUN DANCING THERE!!!HEHE

And rembuction actually perform for my event!!! It is so cool and they are fun people to hang ard with!!! I loike...:)

Okay i didn't go to work again today coz of sc and also i'm suppose to injured my leg!!! Going to polyclinic tmr to take mc and also hopefully i get the 1 week no physical activities leave...hehe.. I am so tired of working and feel like quitting but i have to find money to pay all my debts!!! God if only i rich!!! I wont encounter any of this problems!!!ARH!!!

the melody of the band;
10:11 PM

Sunday, August 09, 2009

Why is looks always the thing someone look for???

Does looks last forever???I don't think so!!!

Hey people have you guys ever heard of inner beauty???

Maybe this is what all you people have to look for!!!Because looks is just a mask!!!Doesn't mean that good looking people are perfect...hmm...I am sick of people looking for looks!!!Wake up lah eh!!What is there to good look???Do u mean people who are normal looking and ugly do not need to be love and cared for???Face the fact that looks will fade when you grow old!!!But what inside will last forever!!!ARH!!!!

the melody of the band;
1:13 AM

Friday, August 07, 2009

Kranky!!! well that is wat i have been called this few days!!!am i really kranky???hmm..

okay long time did not update hahas...busy with sch arh and plus my lappy is now a public laptop!!!you noe wat i mean..dun noe well let me explain....it means my laptop have been busy working for other people...for idk wat!!!but as long as yaian(my lappy) is alright i okay with it...and also my internet connection some thing wrong!!!omg there is like 3 lappy in this house and why use mine???oh forgot the other 2 spoil????why???idk...

okay wat should i talk about????oh okay this year birthday celebration is sad!!!loner!!!lah other people all busy wat with their stuff....but its okay...gotta learn to be a loner!!!!because you only have yourself in the end...that is wat i learnt!!!and you can't have evertything that you want!!!hahas...

our event module finally getting somewhere...we have all the stuff but only looking for better venue!!!hmm....anyone wanna sponsor venue???pls????

was late for work ystd thought i start @ 6 but actually 4...hahas...was scolded...hmmm...

i feel that i dun have place to share my problems,wat i really feel,wat i really really feel...it is so frustrating and so ARH!!!!anyway gonna enjoy my hols!!!sunday and monday working!!!!double pay!!!yeah!!!gotta save money to buy new phone!!!and yar!!!talking bout money,my last pay was $526...200 for outstanding bill,100 for mom,50 for concession,and i'm left with 20 now and i didn't spend on myself...yar i bought syrup,food and idk wat...but i noe i didn't enjoy a single cent of my pay!!!ARH!!!!super frustrated

Okay wat i'm gonna say maybe people have heard before and stuff but still i wanna say again...

I FIND MY LIFE SO PATHETIC RIGHT NOW!!!!MONEY NOT ENOUGH!!!!AND IT KILLS ME TO SEE PEOPLE TO HAVE MORE STUFF THEN ME...OMG I USE TO HAVE EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING I WANTED AND WHERE IS ALL THAT!!!I FEEL SO CHEAPO EVERYTIME!!!SHOPPING AT PENINSULAR!!!SHOPPING AT BUGIS ALL THE TIME!!!!I WAT TO FEEL WAT ITS LIKE TO HAVE TOPMAN SHIRT!!!TO OWN A PAIR OF NIKE HIGH CUT!!!TO HAVE LACOSTE STUFF...A SIMPLE RIPCURL OR BILLABONG ORIGINAL STUFF!!!NICE BAG INSTEAD THOSE OLD BAG I'M USING!!!!IF ONLY MONEY GROW ON TREES!!!!MY PHONE SUPER CONDEMN....I NEED NEW ONE....EASY SAID WATEVER I WANTED I COULDN'T HAVE IT!!!I COULDN'T EVEN HAVE FRIEND BY ME WHEN I NEED THEM...HMMM....I NOE THERE ARE JUST A PHONE CALL AWAY BUT???IT'S NOT THE SAME LIKE BEING HERE!!!WHERE GOES ALL THE OKAY ATLEAST MEET UP ONCE A WEEK????OMG FAKKY U SURE FEEL WAT I FELT!!!!BUT AS I SAY AT THE TOP!!!!YOU ONLY HAVE YOURSELF IN THE END!!!HAISH!!!!

I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!!

NAN GWAEN CHAN AH!!!

I DUN CARE EH EH EH EH EH

the melody of the band;
10:08 PM

Monday, August 03, 2009

ATTENTION:

We have extended the submission date for the templates to Tuesday, 21st july 2009.
This is to accomodate those participants who have been affected by the H1N1 quarantine order.
Finalists will be contacted via SMS, latest by 24th July.
Changes to the prizes have also bEEn made.

First Prize: $200
Second Prize: $150
Third Prize: $100

DATE:14 AUGUST 2009

The venue has yet to be confirmed.

the melody of the band;
3:14 PM