Kranky!!! well that is wat i have been called this few days!!!am i really kranky???hmm..
okay long time did not update hahas...busy with sch arh and plus my lappy is now a public laptop!!!you noe wat i mean..dun noe well let me explain....it means my laptop have been busy working for other people...for idk wat!!!but as long as yaian(my lappy) is alright i okay with it...and also my internet connection some thing wrong!!!omg there is like 3 lappy in this house and why use mine???oh forgot the other 2 spoil????why???idk...
okay wat should i talk about????oh okay this year birthday celebration is sad!!!loner!!!lah other people all busy wat with their stuff....but its okay...gotta learn to be a loner!!!!because you only have yourself in the end...that is wat i learnt!!!and you can't have evertything that you want!!!hahas...
our event module finally getting somewhere...we have all the stuff but only looking for better venue!!!hmm....anyone wanna sponsor venue???pls????
was late for work ystd thought i start @ 6 but actually 4...hahas...was scolded...hmmm...
i feel that i dun have place to share my problems,wat i really feel,wat i really really feel...it is so frustrating and so ARH!!!!anyway gonna enjoy my hols!!!sunday and monday working!!!!double pay!!!yeah!!!gotta save money to buy new phone!!!and yar!!!talking bout money,my last pay was $526...200 for outstanding bill,100 for mom,50 for concession,and i'm left with 20 now and i didn't spend on myself...yar i bought syrup,food and idk wat...but i noe i didn't enjoy a single cent of my pay!!!ARH!!!!super frustrated
Okay wat i'm gonna say maybe people have heard before and stuff but still i wanna say again...
I FIND MY LIFE SO PATHETIC RIGHT NOW!!!!MONEY NOT ENOUGH!!!!AND IT KILLS ME TO SEE PEOPLE TO HAVE MORE STUFF THEN ME...OMG I USE TO HAVE EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING I WANTED AND WHERE IS ALL THAT!!!I FEEL SO CHEAPO EVERYTIME!!!SHOPPING AT PENINSULAR!!!SHOPPING AT BUGIS ALL THE TIME!!!!I WAT TO FEEL WAT ITS LIKE TO HAVE TOPMAN SHIRT!!!TO OWN A PAIR OF NIKE HIGH CUT!!!TO HAVE LACOSTE STUFF...A SIMPLE RIPCURL OR BILLABONG ORIGINAL STUFF!!!NICE BAG INSTEAD THOSE OLD BAG I'M USING!!!!IF ONLY MONEY GROW ON TREES!!!!MY PHONE SUPER CONDEMN....I NEED NEW ONE....EASY SAID WATEVER I WANTED I COULDN'T HAVE IT!!!I COULDN'T EVEN HAVE FRIEND BY ME WHEN I NEED THEM...HMMM....I NOE THERE ARE JUST A PHONE CALL AWAY BUT???IT'S NOT THE SAME LIKE BEING HERE!!!WHERE GOES ALL THE OKAY ATLEAST MEET UP ONCE A WEEK????OMG FAKKY U SURE FEEL WAT I FELT!!!!BUT AS I SAY AT THE TOP!!!!YOU ONLY HAVE YOURSELF IN THE END!!!HAISH!!!!
I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!!!
NAN GWAEN CHAN AH!!!
I DUN CARE EH EH EH EH EH