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Sunday, May 30, 2010

so see i'm still missing my late mom!!!like freaking alot!!just went to her grave last friday!!!oh gosh i'm missing her!!!and yupp i guess i wont be the only one missing a mom!!azfar mom pass away recently too!!gosh!!!so many people leaving us this year!!!but still life have to go on!!!

okay i'm like in a deep shit!!like for real!!idk wat to do!!!searching for a solution but so far havent find it!!!hmm!!

and i cant stand seating at home!!!i need to go out!!and yar!!i need a job!!!still a ong way to national slavery!!!hahas!!and it sucks!!so my life now is all for dance,band and lepak!!!and i'm missing zakky,fakky,wanny,jah,naddy,cinnamon meltz!!and all!!!i wanna lepak again!!!when zakk got car again!!!we saw trannies!!hahahas!!!but in all it was a great experience!!!

and lately i am a little clumsy!!!first i fell and sprain my ankle!!!then 4 days

talking about car..me,zakky and naddy met with accident!!!at johore!!!!it was a shock of our life!!and we have to take bus home from johore!!!it was scary!!plus after!!!i fell and hurt my knee!!gosh wat else after this my head!!hand!!and wat???haish!!oh yar hand!!!yes!!my wrist!!it hurts!!!

thats all

loves suffy!!

the melody of the band;
12:56 PM

Sunday, May 09, 2010

i have tolerate it for so long and i just cant stand it anymore!!!

okay your are my grandmother but it doesnt i have to do everything you ask me to!!its like you are making use of me!aku dah tak leh angkat!!

i've been trying to be a very good grandson eversince my mom pass away!!but i feel like u are making use of me!!!just like how u did to my mom!!and now i really noe how mummy feels!!!i too will be danm tired and sick of you!!you wanna act like one queen and treat us like a damn slave!!ian go to sheng shiong,ian go to kedai mama,ian go kedai,ian go buy makan!!!like every single day!!and if you think u give me my allowence,pls lah that is my dads money!!!every single day must go market!!and its pissing me off!!!

i dun see the purpose of going to the market everyday!!and they way u ask me to so kurang ajar!!!call yourself an orang tue but you are so biadap!!you want me to go wait till i wake up arh!!not by constant nudging!!bingit!!oh gosh!!wait till i have a stable job and start ns!!i think my life will be much more easier!!!not seeing you most of the days!!and also not seeing all the irritating people at home!!!yes everyone!!!

MY FAMILY IS A FUCK UP FAMILY!!WHO ONLY THINK ABOUT THEMSELVES AND NOT OTHERS!!!AND THEY REALLY SUCK COZ THEY ACT LIKE THEY ARE ALL GOOD PEOPLE BUT THE TRUTH ARE THEY ARE ALL DECIVING BITCHES WITH A HEAD OF A PIG AND THEY DUN REALLY CARE HOW YOU FEEL,AS LONG AS THEY FEEL GOOD!!SO I REALLY WANT ALL OF YOU TO FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE!!!COZ HAVING YOU ALL AROUND IS JUST A FUCKING CHORE FOR ME!!

the melody of the band;
10:20 AM

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

GOSH!!!i have not been sleeping enough!!

every night after dance,i will be very hyper!!so i cant sleep at night!!when finally i get to sleep arh 6++in the morning!!my grandma will wake me up at around 9++ to help her cook!!!WTF!!i mean i need my effing sleep!!so tired nowadays!!and its killing me!!

have yet to find a job to keep me away from home,and it really sucks!!and i hate people trying to be like my mom!!in a bad way asking me to do everything!!

WELL YOU ALL ARE NOT MY MOM!!STOP BOSSING ME AROUND!!!COZ I'LL ONLY DO WAT MY MOM ASK TO DO SINCERELY!!BUT I'LL DO WAT YOU PEOPLE WANT ME TO DO WITHOUT ANY SINCERE THOUGHT!!OMG!!!

so today i have dance,and so gonna enjoy myself and forget about the painful mess at home!!URGH!!

And and i miss FarahL,indra,sue,izzat,joe and many more peeps from ite!!gosh!!

okay got to get going!!getting ready for dance!!haha!!

the melody of the band;
2:06 PM

Monday, May 03, 2010

meet the new korean hotsuff!!

isnt he a pretty one!!

So here it goes!!now i'm gonna update my blod regularly after so long of not blogging!!

actually wanted to chnage skin and tagboared but to lazy!!hahas

many things happen last few months!!

~my mom pass away!!gosh still coping!!

~X-qusite was form!!

~grad from ite!!

~didnt make it to poly!!

~waiting for ns!!

~BOWEN MILITARY BAND GOT GWH FOR SYF 2010!!!

so somethings to share!!

i really miss my scmates,schoolmates,classmates!!gosh it is killing me!!

Need to find job real soon!!surviving on $200 per month!!

plus my back hurt to the max!!farahL says overdance!!which i think so!!

i wanna get my bike lisence once i have money!!*dream on!!

the melody of the band;
11:29 AM